Destiny

Tortuous Boring!!!

2010-03-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

Aiyo seriously this is one of the most boring holiday I ever had.With everyone busy with their stuff or working,its left with myself staring at my laptop & handphone almost everyday.Finding Temperory Jobs was also met with limited success with either ending up with a lousy job,pay not that good,job that cannot fit in my preferred schedule or for some other reason here & there.

Haiz was feeling disappointed & useless for quite sometime until I realise that this cannot be continue.Afterall I still had the support & understanding of my parents regardless of what the result might be.And I promise to chiong looking for jobs after I return from Genting Trip which is next week.

Shall just look forward to some events that will be coming in the next 2 weeks or so for now.Hee :)

The Aftermath...

2010-02-24T18:02:00.000+08:00

My first entry since the last day of lesson in RP had ended.

Had been almost 2 weeks since holiday started but it felt different from the rest of the holiday I used to have in the past.Perhaps it partially got to do with the CNY straight after the holiday started but somehow in this nearly 2 weeks nearly everything seems to have taken a toll to Jonathan life.He is tired of having so many drastic change in his emotion.It could be fun & joy on one day,sad & disappointment in another event but yet feeling worried & aimlessly for his future on the other hand.If only he knew of no expectation then perhaps there won't even be a single thing to be worried or disappointed about.

If Jonathan were to be granted a single wish now he would:

Like to throw everything aside & take a walk on the breezy beach with rolling seawaves during the sunset.

A Sense of Fear & Insecurity...

2010-01-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

Somehow a sudden sense of fear strike me in my dreams that woke me up this morning.I'm not sure if it got to do with the recent Taiwan Drama 海派甜心 that I had been watching but its the same as shown in that drama,the fear of losing everyone that I'm close with really frighten me.Its the feeling of loneliness that gave you a sense of helpless in the tiny dark world of one.I guess this always happen whenever a current chapter of my life is closing soon & opening of an unknown new chapter.

Birthday Wish List 2009...

2009-12-19T00:42:00.008+08:00

As requested by some,the following are my wish list (in descending order) for this year birthday:

What I would HIGHLY wish to receive:

Black Casual Men Blazer
Black Leather Squarish/Rectangular Watch *
PSP 3000 (Approach me if anyone is getting this hee) *
Crumpler Bagpack (Red King Single) *
Men Cologne

What I do not mind receiving:

White Polo Tee from Ralph Lauren or Fred Perry *
Romance of the Three Kingdoms XI (11) PC Game
External Hard Disk

What I would be needing in near future:

Non-Camera Phone
Stylish Cap

What I DO NOT want to receive:

Box of condom
Chocolate (Regardless of brands or country of origin)
Ang Bao
Wallet (Already got a new one)

*Denotes BEWARE of the $$$ :x

Below are some photo for the Blazer & Watch to give you an rough idea:

Casual Blazer

(Can also be use for formal event)

Men's Calvin Klein Bold

Square Watch (K3041120)

Let me emphasize again,above picture are just an rough idea on what I'm looking for.Pls DO NOT go & buy the exact same item especially for the watch. *(Not very cheap ar I tell you all)

Last but not least a small request from Jon about the celebration be it on the 22nd or 23rd:

-Would like to have something special other than the typical dinner & movies.

*Wink (Sight-Seeing would not be a bad idea too)

-An element of surprise would be greatly appreciated too hee. :)

*(I dun mean by throwing me into the Singapore River ar Mei Ting & Choon Leng)

Break Time!!!!

2009-12-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

Its finally holiday & an end to most of the hectic stuff I had been busying with for the past few weeks.But I know its all worth the effort after seeing all the outcome for Elaine 21st Birthday celebration (Especially the Gold Class Experience) & FYP Presentation with the team outing after the day too.

For now there will be NO more school to attend,UT to take,CE to clear,FYP to stress about or any form of celebration to plan for so its time for Rest & Relaxation for Jonathan haa.As for plans for this holiday,hmm currently dun really have alot of dates but looking forward to some such as clay pot rice dinner,attending friends promotion ceremony & my very birthday celebration (inclusive of pubbing & perhaps some other unknown plans) haa..

Photos of the day...

Elaine 21st Birthday Celebration

Our DIY Master Piece haa...

Presents

The watch that eats deep into my pocket haa...

VIVO Gold Class Experience :)

The Trio at

The King Louis Bar & Grill

HOHO look at the size of that knight...

Soup of the day

Starter

Presenting:

The Meat Platter

FYP Aftermath Outing

Tan Zi Hui What are u doing???

Now I know what you all

are doing in the toilet for so long

My Dearest Team Mate...

Say Cheese!!!

The Victory sign???

Alvin & The Chipmunks

with our FYP Poster??? :p

Look how cute can these 3 be lolx..

Not forgetting me of cos...

That is all for this post folks...Stay updated yea lolz

Counting down 7 days of "Teen"age life left

It Hurts & I Deserve It.....

2009-11-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

Seriously I really dun know whats wrong with me today..Nothing seems to go right & everything seems to become worst.It started when I was in lab this morning which I can't seems to find the substrate I was looking for.For god sake I seriously think I blind today.It was right in front of me & I can't see it.And because of that I actually offended my team mate when I started to yell at her for the substrate.Thats the first thing to be guilty of for the day.Really very sorry Angela for making you run a wasted trip too.

When I tot that was worst enough but its not.Seriously I feel like an complete idiot today.I actually doubt,accuse & threaten a team mate & a very close friend of mine.What the hell was I thinking to even not believe in someone that close to me & to threaten someone who is already not feeling well.I totally feel like a bastard or a beast to have even done that which hurt someone deeply whom I treasure this friendship alot with.I guess I'm even too ashame to face her now.

And when I tot everything bad should be gone by now but it isn't.Even sitting in front of a desktop I can also get into a fight with my dad.

Seriously whats more!!! Haven I get enough for a day.I'm already feeling damn guilty for all the stupid thing I had done & I know I deserve it.If only a word of sorry could help I dun mind saying it a thousand times.If only there is a time traveller machine I will go back & not come for school today.

Thoughts Of The Day...

2009-11-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

Just some updates before going back to study..

Aiyoyo currently got so many vexing things seems to be running through my mind.There seems to be alot of things to settle but yet not enough time or better solution to settle them.Looking at the list of task really is such a turn off.From studying,UT,CE,NPCC,upcoming LQ,FYP Logbook to update,report to write,poster to make,NAFA coming,friends birthday to take note,FYP presentation & lastly NS check up.Everything starts from now & stretch all the way to 22 Dec before there really is time for rest.

As for today was suppose to go for someone birthday celebration but decided not to go.Hmm not sure if I had made a wrong choice or am I just abit too oversensitive but somehow I believe I would still feel awkward seeing her again.

Well shall not think so much about for now.Hopefully all things will turn out fine.

Tired,Plain Lazy Or Just Mental Weakness....

2009-10-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

Its already entering the 4th week of school & well gotta admit that my attendance record still isn't that good or at least going according to the pace I planned.Yes I know some might say since I "pon" so many classes then I should have taken alot of rest le wah..But somehow that doesn't seems to fit into my brain as it still "signal" me that I need more rest.Maybe somewhere up there had gone haywire & keep sending out the wrong signal haa..

Anyway seems to me that for the next few week schedule will be slightly busier.A mixture some troublesome issue together with a couple more friends birthday coming up sure is going to take up much of my weekends(oh dear).

Somehow I'm starting to miss those days where I just spend my time all alone even if its just rotting at home.Sounds crazy huh??? LOL

Down...

2009-09-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

I guess can't help but just feeling down after several issues.Kept thinking why, why & why can't things just go the way Jon wanted it to be.I know things can nvr always go the way we wish it would be which is why I'm always open to compromise.But things just doesn't goes that way.Really hated in dealing with date & timing nowadays.

I always wanted to attend my last ATC/STC this year as I wanted an memorable ending to my last year of CI-ship but what can I do when the date are set during school days which consist of my studies & the day for my FYP.

As for medical check up,I'm really fine to go with ppl I might not even know.But to have it on a day before my birthday really was a wet blanket to me.

As for tml (28/09/09),by right actually plan for an movie trip with friends long ago.But then it was "Confirmed" being swapped to movies first then having a post birthday celebration for another friend with me been informed of the final plan rather asking for my opinion first.Next I was told again that the movies will be cancel cos someone else watch it already & will only be left for dinner.

Then whats next after I indicate I wont be attending??? The outing will consist of a movies & a dinner now.I not angry just because you all are attending regardless am I there anot cos as what I had say,I'm really fine if you all go without me.But looking through the process & the final outcome it really sadden me if Jon is still a valid person in this friendship.Am I still part of this friendship or am I just a follower who only need to know what the final decision would be??? I really dun know any more.

And the most hurtful part of process was to heard something I wouldn't believe could come from a person whom I trusted & treasure the friendship so much. "If I wan to go,you also cant stop me." I guess thats right.Who is Jonathan to stop you if you really wish to go.I'm just a figurehead guy who is there for the sake of having a need for it.Nothing else!!!

How slow can I be in realising this fact now???

Sorry for the naggy rant ppl..Just dun care abt me cos it doesn't make any difference to me anymore now.I'm tired!!!!

Late Night Gathering...

2009-09-11T01:47:00.002+08:00

Just reach back home from work & after a short gathering at my house downstair park with some ex secondary school classmate(big kids) lolz..

Well totally din expect an outing at the end of work tonight but well I guess a short gathering with William,Jasper & Wen Zuan wouldn't hurt much rite(other than the injuries I suffered idiot)..

And guess what??? I can't imagine other than playing poker cards at the playground,I actually play a few rounds of catching with them as well WTF!!! All either going 20s or already 20plus still playing catching at the middle of the night haa..But well I guess that will leave an deep memories within me I guess haha..

Though it does sounds abit stupid but somehow it kinda brighten up my days.At least I know now that there are ppl who would still remember my existence even though we parted ways long ago in one way or another.At least I also know there are ppl who aren't getting close to me just because they need help or just some followers to follow them in whatever they do & dump you one side once they are done deal.

Ooops somehow I found myself ranting down here..I guess its just a feeling keep inside me for too long.Sorry but I just gonna say I really hate ppl who only remember you when they need your help or even if that is not the case,they treat you like a second class friend idiots..

Alrite I shall end this post here & get some rest for the injuries I suffered today through work & the gathering liao.As usual pls leave behind a tag kkz..

Facebook Quiz

2009-09-07T17:07:00.002+08:00

Did this quiz on facebook & found it quite true in describing my personality.

PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY QUIZ
Jonathan just took Psychology Personality quiz.

Dear Jonathan Goh Choon Loong, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!

You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

Job Status Update....

2009-08-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

Was searching for part time jobs online during Tuesday(25/08/09).Well I manage to well find one from JobStreet which I had send in my resume too.To my surprise I actually got a call on the following morning & arrange for an interview on Thursday (27/08/09) which I manage to secure the job hehe..

A great sense of success was felt after signing the contract.Though it isn’t my first time working,but this time round is my first ever achievement in getting a job on my own account without any inter-relationship involved in the process.Btw I’m posted to Jurong Point John Little branch & working as cashier at the Children Wear Department ya.

Went for cashiering training today(28/08/09) too & piang eh the place for the job training really is damn far.Got to take train from Jurong East all the way to Expo then reach there still need to walk for about 15mins before arriving at the security post.After the whole training,I guess it isn’t really an easy job as cashier haa..

Last but not least below are my working schedules:
Shift Timing
A-10.30am-6.15pm
B1-10am-10.30pm
B-10.30am-9.45pm
C-12.45pm-9.45pm
O-Offday

31st Aug-Shift A
1st Sept-Shift B1
2nd Sept-Shift B1
3rd Sept-Shift B1
4th Sept-Off day
5th Sept-Shift B
6th Sept-Shift B
7th-9th Sept-Off day
10th Sept-Shift C
11th Sept-Shift C
12th Sept-Shift B
13th Sept-Shift B

August Update.....

2009-08-24T00:11:00.011+08:00

Current status-Sun Burned (like again I know), preparing for the final module UT3(Stem Cells) & searching for a job over the upcoming 5 weeks holiday.

Have been NPCC-ed for the past 2 days which explain for my burned arrgh..This time round I took the NCOs for their Promotion Test & well a mixture of expected & unexpected result came out. Overall I guess they still have lots of thing to learn in their NCOship & as for me, I think I better start to learn how to avoid getting myself sun-burned again haa.

Next with 3 out of 4 UT over, I guess its just left with the last & but yet the most challenging module which is Stem Cells. Well not sure if I will be prepared for it but still I’m gonna try all means & ways to pass it. Afterall UT3 worth 50% of the overall UTs Grades & 25% of your overall module GPA grades leh.

Hoho last but not least how can I forget to look forward to this upcoming 5 weeks school holiday. Shall look forward to all outings though not forgetting to go on a job hunting & returning to school for the start of G302 FYP too haha..

Some overdue SQSS NPCC NDP 2009 Photos….Enjoy

When we first started.....

We persevere.....

On the actual day....

Everyone getting into position...

Standing Proud

With Pride

And Honour...

Here it begins...

Waiting for no one but the Guest-Of-Honour...

Not forgetting to take a photo for memories...

The same goes for them...

Saluting with the weapons...

To the Guest-Of-Honour....

Taking the national pledge in our hearts...

And marching off with pride,
Marks the ending of a month of hardwork...

Photos of achievement...

Beloved Trainers....

Jealous??? hehe

Think I can get a job as TP???

With that I shall end this post here...Do leave a tag behind yea :p

Weird Stranger....

2009-08-08T20:10:00.005+08:00

Back from NDP training with slights burn on my face lolz...

Currently at home & guess what??? Some sort of NDP celebration getai have already begin so if anyone still think NDP celebration will only start tml then you are totally wrong hahaz..But well since its only once a year kind of thing then shall not complaint that much la lolz..Anyway have been busying with my unit NDP training & hang out trips with friends recently.Really in need of rest nowadays & shall post those event in the next entries.

Oh not forgetting something very funny that happen today.Had lunch with the usual gang of NP ppl after training today at IMM Burger King then after lunch,as usual we went to my house downstair de bus stop to wait for their bus to come.So while waiting suddenly this middle age aunties walk up to us & have an strange but yet very funny conversation with us.

Below are the content of the conversation.

Funny Conversation Part 1

Aunties:How can I get to the interchange from here?

Us:You can take Bus 52,105 & 183 from here

Aunties:If I wanna walk,then which direction should I go?

Us:Go to the traffic junction in front & walk straight

Aunties:How to walk straight???

Us:Just go there then walk straight lor lolz

Aunties:If I walk to IMM then from there go interchange isit faster?

Us (with the intention of getting rid of her):Yes,from there can walk to interchange too

Funny Conversation (Out of random) Part 2

Aunties:Do you like Singapore more or Malaysia more????

Us:Singapore

Aunties:Fuck la!!!! Why Singapore where you could die easily when every Malaysian spilt at Singapore =.=!!!

Us:Loss for words & laughing like hell

Aunties:In Singapore you cannot afford to die but in Malaysia you can live comfortably & it borders with Thailand too(No link at all =.=!!!)

Us:Feeling irritated yet with uncontrollable laughing.Some of us can't take it anymore & walk away

Aunties:Before leaving us,she said "Indians are bloody idiots" (This one even more random & racist)

Alrite shall end here for this post & pls tag before leaving kkz..Got lots of cobwebs in my tagbox liao lolz..

Goodbye G301 FYP...

2009-07-16T21:43:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO after spending so many days & nights on preparation,yesterday(15/07/09) presentation marks the end of G301 FYP...First presentation was kinda nervous not because of under preparation but rather the assessor caught us by surprise by asking anyone randomly to present each part of the poster but well at least it make us mentally prepared for the subsequent presentation haa..Overall presentation was fairly alright I would say but I'm just disappointed with my last presentation(shall not elaborate why) haiz..

Highlights Of The Month...

2009-06-28T00:16:00.022+08:00

Wahaha finally have the time to update.....

1st

First of all I wanna declare I'm finally done & submitted my 4900 words FYP Report WOOHOO..It sure took lots & lots of days & nights in order to complete lolz..Of cos not forgetting this could not have been achieved without the accompany of Elaine.Thanks lady really appreciate it for all the several late nights staying in school.

2nd

Secondly will be regarding school matters.I just realise for the past 2 weeks I had only attended lesson for just 2 days OMG!!!! Was feeling totally unwell(Must be that Lai Lai restaurant at JP2 hai de) for the first week & somehow I started to feel restless & less motivated to go school on the second week.Alrite I know ppl,its bad of me to skip school for so many days rite but I just really couldn't find any motivation to go school at times sigh..Nonetheless I promise I will start to attend lesson on this upcoming week kkz..

3rd

Thirdly RP had become more & more dangerous place to go liao.Up to today(27/06/09) there had been 36 confirmed case in 16 classes & all Year 1 student had also been suspended from school for 1 week OMG!!!!! At first it wasn't really much of a concern to me as the infected classes/blocks were very far away from mine but not it had spread from W1-E5.I guess my class at E6 isn't that safe anymore.God pls protect me from any harm kkz......................wait a minute I forgot I'm a free thinker #@#@#$ -_-!!! Anyway just be more careful everyone especially RP student.

4th

Fourthly was suppose to attend camp at Palau Ubin this week thanks to the H1N1 it was cancel under the new MOE directive.Was shocked,surprised & disappointed at first as we were only informed just 1 day before the actual camp.It kinda put our past 2-3 months planning efforts into waste but then come to think of it,for the safety of everyone I guess its right to postpone it though I dun really look forward for a camp held during moonsoon season haa..

Last

Last but not least how can I not remember to post about Kimmy birthday haha.Finally all

celebration is over & I must say this was one birthday where much effort was spent.Lets summarise the event,it started off searching for present high & low for 3 day from town to city hall then VIVO,designing the birthday card,buying a cake at JP2 decorated by the both of us,dinner at her house on birthday eve,a celebration in school & lastly dinning at Tony Roma at Suntec.

Photos Taken

At Birthday Girl House

Star of the day

Birthday Girl in School

Elaine where are u looking at haa!!!

Receiving Present in class

Unwrapping Present

At Tony Roma

Our Drinks(Mocktails)

House Salad with Thousand Island dressing

Medium-Well Steak

BBQ Chicken with Steak

Shrimps with Steak

Alrite that is all folks...Leave a tag yea

Finally!!!!

2009-06-01T22:58:00.005+08:00

Gosh we finally got it WOOHOO & I really mean FINALLY..Gotta agree much with lady that we can finally sleep in peace or at least for now haa.Have been searching high & low for 3 days ranging from Wisma,Takashimaya,Shaw House,Paragon,Raffles City,Marina Square to lastly VIVO City.Hell goodness I had nvr ever spent so much time & walking distance in search of something.A great sense os satisfactory arise when we brought the item wahaha..

Photo in VIVO

Secret Recipe

Our Cakes

Lady & Me

Angela & Me

Angel & Lady

Fypee???

Funny Photo at Sky Park (using smile detection)

Smile...Pass

Smile...Pass

Ooops try harder next time haa..

(Manully take)

Emo-ing

Say Cheese...

Thats all folks.Leave a tag behind ya.Bye ppl

Crappy ACER Computers & Daily Updates…

2009-05-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sometime its really funny to see the expression from a gambler especially on how they react to win & lose differently. The moment my mum heard one of her favorite 4D number announce under the third prize her face turn extremely black as she thought she had forgotten to buy that number. She even started to blame herself but then the moment she found out the fact that she actually did brought that number, she started to scream & yell like a kid hahaz.. Can’t understand what they are thinking lolz.. Anyway not as if I will get any share of that winning so lets move on to the next topic ya..

Really really had enough of ACER computers these days. It had given me nothing other than problem after problem. From my ACER desktop screen down to my ACER laptop unable to connect wireless at home & now it hangs as & when even if I just sign in my MSN, opening IE or even to login to LEO. Damn ACER & if I had a choice again, nvr ever will I buy another ACER even if it is cheap or its service centre is near my house. Okay enough of complaining, shall go sch tml & reformat it again arrgh..

Oh ya shall blog abt FYP last week (13/05/09). Well other than our normal FYP routine last week, we actually get to help with Dr Valavan organize workshop for Year 2 student. Was unsure what to tell or teach them at first cos I kinda only know how to operate those machine but not really able to give them a detail introduction to it. But after a period of time, woah I kind of catch the trick on how should I introduce it to them & I even do it alone without the help from the lab staff kkz hahaz.. From this workshop can really tell the learning attitude between the student be it local or foreign, Chinese or Indian. Cos most of the time only the foreigners & Indian student (not forgetting how these Ah Neh squeeze me to into a corner) are more attentive & curious while majority of these Singaporean student was like aiyo waste of time haa. Gains of the day was that one of the student actually call me a Faci OMG!!!!!!! Haha I know what you ppl are gonna think or say. I dun look like a Faci at all lor & its perhaps he dun know what other terms he can use to refer to me so that’s why he called me a Faci rite. But who cares & I shall take it as a form of recognition wahaha..

Kkz la I shall go back & ponder if I should attend lesson anot tml (18/05/09) as I need to go reformat my lappy. Anyway just remember to leave a tag behind yea ppl.

Deficits...

2009-05-09T20:35:00.006+08:00

Before I update allow me to rant for awhile..
Yesterday(08/05/09) ATC meeting was a freaking waste of time & pointless I would say.Sometime I just could not understand why some ppl just like make thing sounds very simple when it is not,could not get straight to the point & for those in power why dun they dare to voice out when something had gone wrong.The fact is in this reality world not everything will always go according to what you have plan & have an happy ending like those in the fairy tales.Just why can't these ppl start to WAKE UP THEIR IDEA???Alrite enough of ranting & back to posting.

Deficits definition-Financial shortage that occurs when liabilities exceed assets/capital.Now you know why businessman & economist hate to see this word hahaz..

Now I starting to hate this word too cos nowadays my daily allowance just seems doesn't enough to pay for my expenses.From food,transport fees,outings,handphone bills to recently mobile broadband bills.Sometime its just frustrating to meet the ends for each day as well as dealing with ppl who either thinks that I'm very rich or treats me like their ATM.The fact is I'm neither came from a rich family or do I have unlimited savings in my bank account.It just so happen that I had the habit to save up a big chunk of my previous salary so that I have something as my fall back when something happen as well as dun have to rely of my parents for the less important spending.But look at how these ppl treats me now..DO I LOOK LIKE YOUR DAMN BLOODY ATM.When they do not have enough to meet the ends is my problem again.When you were press to pay bills & have no money then it became my problem again.When money ran short there goes my allowance as well.What kind of logic is this???

Its not that I'm stingy or selfish to tide them over for the time being.But then it just happen every now & then that it became a habit to rely on me instead.Whats worst is that they dun give my pocket money yet still borrow from me & does not pay back until the next following month.ARRGH sometime it just irritates me why can't my parents make enough or at least dun have to bother their children for money instead.

Shall end here for now..Anything just leave a tag behind yea

Desktop Down...

2009-04-30T20:45:00.004+08:00

Shall skip posting regarding all previous outing (too many to update lah)..

Finally able to go online again at home after signing up a Mobile Broadband at M1 yesterday (29/04/09). Previously my house desktop de screen spoil so thats why was unable to go online at home for the past 1 week plus.

Well good thing is now I'm able go online but bad thing is I'm $22.78 poorer each month now arrgh..Somehow these $$$$$ signs seems to catch my attention even more especially after an incident during the holiday.It really make me realise how important these $$$$$ means & know what could happen without them.Anyone who ever been press hard to pay up their bills or being ask out by friends but yet with no money would know this unkind feeling.Looks like I'm gonna be more thrifty from now on (No more Mr Da Shao Ye le) hahaz..

Kkz la gtg play game with Mo & Kimmy le..Shall stop here for today

A Long Update...

2009-03-31T23:51:00.002+08:00

Yes yes ppl I know its more than a month since my last update. Well its just a reluctant feeling I
have in me that stops me from updating(well you dun wish to have an too emo post as
well rite)..So here I go

First Aid Course (21,22 Feb & 1 March 2009)
Was 1 of the 20 person chosen from 10 Area to attend this first aid course sponsor by NPCC
HQ. Other than making new friends over there, the other most important thing I had gain was
the knowledge & courage to be a first aider. After going through & passing the course, I think the job of a doctors, nurses & paramedics is really an honorable & challenging one cos they are the ones who are going to handle all kinds of medical situation be it a minor or a major one in this real world which I believe not everyone can do it (Salutes to them)…

FYP (20 Feb, 5, 12, 19 & 26 March 2009)
The start of my FYP in this holiday. Well its kinda fun working around with the other 4 ladies in my FYP team with jokes & nonsense that nvr fails to make us laugh out loud in the lab every Thursday. Experiment part was not that bad other than with lots of procedure & precaution to take note. The worst of everything I guess everyone in the team would also agree is with the amount of notes we are required to read up (roughly 140 pages with lots of unknown haa). Btw Elaine if you are reading this, I think you are then the one getting naughty naughty ar..snap shot the photo of me & Angela together then put what love birds haa (you better start explaining yourself lolz).. Next meeting will be on 2nd April & I swear I’m not going to be late anymore.Haha was damn pai seh la when I told everyone not to be late but in the end I was the only that was late (Bad Leader).

Annual Camp 2009 (13, 14 & 15 March 2009)
Well it was a short & rushy camp however it was also an memorable, tiring but yet a fun camp with all the other CIs & NCOs.This camp itself really make me think through a lot & gain lots of insight I nvr had experience before. As an instructor for so long, I just realize what can be more important than seeing your cadet learning & enjoying at the same time. It is from all theirsmiling faces that really make my day shines. This camp also put my first aid knowledge to test where there are cases which happen that are not being taught in the theory or in the course as well. What is more important is always be calm & flexible in handling the situation & it really give me precious experience in handling casualty in future.

PK & HFS Course (18 March 2009)
Went down to help out upon Esther request at Yusof Ishak secondary school. Duties of the day was quite typical such as attendance taking & ensuring cadets pay attention to the course. Other than knowing & meeting more CIs, what I really gain for the day was more of from the conversation with Alvin about “someone else”. We thinks that he or she had really kinda over-do or over committed with NPCC. But while we talk about that person, suddenly something struck my head. How/when do we define as over doing or over committed in NPCC? It really make me ponder for quite sometime cos could I also be falling in deep unconsciously? I don’t know either.

Lian Kiat Birthday Chalet (23 March 2009)
Nothing much was done down there other than chatting with some very long nvr meet up friends & drinking.Oh & talking about drinking,I swear I not going to drink the hardcore way anymore & its really not a good experience at all cos I got immediate headache straight away after finishing the drink.There was this bottle of 40% Vodka so what we did was to mix it with some soft drink in our cup.Then guess what my "beloved friends" did??? By rite is to be pour abit of Vodka (maybe around 10% of the total cup) then add lots of other soft drinks.So what my so-call "beloved friends" did to me was that they actually increase the amount of Vodka to slightly more than half of the cup (50%) then add the rest with sprite.Its as good as drinking 4-5 cups at one shot lolz..For the rest of the day I only dare to drink 1 more normal cup of alcoholic drink.Though I wasn't drunk yet unlike Leon haha,but it isn't good to try out often cos I still vomited once lolz..

Alrite I guess I shall stop here for the time being..Do remember to leave behind a tag ya

Let’s Call it EJK Outing

2009-02-25T21:16:00.026+08:00

Time for outing updates. Went out with Woman (Kimmy) & Lady (Elaine) on last Thursday (19/02/09) & well I would say it was an special, wonderful & enjoyable day to spend with the both of them.

Watching New In Town at Cineleisure was the first task on the list for the day, followed by some random shopping (or rather window shopping), long walks looking for the right restaurant lolz & lastly dine in at breeks out of not much choices in Marina Square.

Somehow a few unexpected event came out of nowhere on our list of task for the day such as seeing PF while on our way to movies, sitting at a couple seat for movies, ordered 3 different main course at breeks but all came with similar type of sauce, was late by 1min to catch the last train back home & lastly a lift back home by Woman friend (a guy btw) which I kinda feel weird or rather like a light bulb during the trip hahaz..Thanks anyway Mr Driver (or whatever your name is).

Anyway below are some picture we took for the day

Dinning at breeks

Hi everyone that’s me myself lolz…

Large Picture menu (tai kua zhang le bah)

Soup of the day

Main Course 1

Main Course 2

Our drinks & Main Course 3 at the right corner

Trip to Fullerton Hotel

That’s Kimmy (a.k.a Woman)

That’s Elaine (a.k.a Lady)

Jonathan “The Great Pianist” wahaha

Some paintings which Woman claim to be fishes =_=
Okay I think she work too hard at Fish & Co. lolz..

Inside Fullerton Hotel

Hey when was this taken…

Random Photo

Our only photo of three..Strange

Me & Woman

My Conclusion

Woman always stand on the left & Lady to the right when taking photo
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Pic 1 Woman Left Lady Right

Pic 2 Still Woman Left Lady Right

Pic 3 Still buey sianz

Pic 4 Oi!!! Change place la lolz..

Pic 5 Hopeless

Let this be their standard position bah haa..

In conclusion it was an great outing with the both of them. It has been a long time since I spent an outing like that especially the sightseeing at esplanade. It’s really good to have friends like you all & somehow I’m starting to treasure this friendship even more haa.

Well that’s all for this post & I look forward to our next outing. Alrite ppl do leave a tag behind if there is anything to tell me kkz..

2009-02-12T11:49:00.005+08:00

Alright I guess its about time for me to do some housekeeping here…

Hmm shall start with CNY first..Well for this year CNY I would say other than those usual stuff that we did every year, there are also some good & some bad points. First of all for this year we din get to join the annual reunion dinner with the big family of my maternal side because both of my parents needs to work on that day(kinda weird if only my sister & I go only rite).

Second of all well kinda disappointed with some relative who actually choose to go on vacation overseas during this period rather than to stay on & celebrate this festival as a family(some kind of relative I had huh).But good thing is they din forget our share of Ang Bao before they left lah hehe & most surprisingly instead of getting lesser $$$ this year(due to bad economy) instead there is an increase amount in my collection this year haha.

Lastly for the first time in CNY I actually paid a visit to my friends house & well I would say it’s a good experience where we not just had fun but also provide a meet up with friends that we dun see very often(thanks for the invite Wai Ting).

Below are some pictures I took during CNY(nothing much though)..

My own family Reunion Dinner…Eat like siao still cannot finish

Haha saw this at daiso on the 2nd day of CNY & decided to buy it..

Cute rite But let me tell you it doesn’t taste as nice as it looks though..LMAO

Current plans for this holiday
1. Well not sure if I can still work but I would still like to if my time allows.
2. I want to learn how to use Excel(okay I know I very noob) cause I kinda interested in HR related jobs.
3. Rot at home for most of the days.
4. Go library just to make myself look more useful lolz.
5. First FYP meeting on 20th Feb.
6. Attending a 3 day First Aid Course(OMG can”t believe I’m going to be a first aider soon)
7. Attending chalets(in fact just 2 out of the 3 only lah)
8. Outings with friends.
9. Perhaps a BBQ session with secondary school friends(but at East Coast sian ar)
10. NPCC-ing.Well the usual trainings, parades, meetings & perhaps a annual camp in March too.

I guess that’s about all that I need to update(other than I din say I place a $10 bet for the $10M TOTO Draw but din kana lah lolz).As usual do leave a tag behind if you got something to tell me kkz.

Somehow the word “Change” suddenly means a lot to me now.

Another Quiz Lolz..

2009-01-25T23:22:00.004+08:00

Arrgh another quiz & a long one too haa..

Rules must be followed: Each blogger must post this rules.Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.

Turning 20 this year but dun look like one
Had 2 extra tooth that resemble like a vampire
Hate most seafood
Friendly
Daze off easily
Complicated mind & mood
Love receiving presents
Loyal
Shy
Not very tall nor short

1. Who's the person that tagged you?

Elaine.

2. Relationship between you and her?

Friends/classmate/fyp team mate.

3. Three impressions of her?

Lame,funny & thoughtful.

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?

Haa impossible la..

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?

Nothing..in fact I'm quite shy in such cases.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?

Loyal,good listener,friendly & kind.

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?

Mood sway easily & keep everything within myself only.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?

Your retribution would cost you dearly.

9. What do people feel about you?

Some say I'm lame when I can actually still walk haa..

10. Your crush?

Rui En.

11. Pass this to 10 people

Jun
Mei Ting
Shue Wei
Ah Ben
Leslie
Feeza
Kimmy
Zi Hui
Hanafi
Wai Ting

12. If 5 & 7 were together?

Haa it would be a strange combination.Seriously

13. who does 5 like?

Haha perhaps someone in HKSS hor Leslie.

14. What colour does 9 like?

Hmm black I guess???

15. Say something about 8?

Another girl who chase after Korean celebrity.

16. Who is 2?

My friend.

17. Talk about 3.

Toilet Queen.Forever rushing for toilet

18. Who is 10's best friend(s)?

No idea.

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?

Haa thats a tough question.

20. What colour does 4 like?

White???

21. Is 4 single?

Nope.

22. Your relationship with 1.

Buddy & close friends.

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?

Complete Stranger.

24. 9's surname?

Noordin.

25. 7's nickname?

Woman.

26. Say something to 8.

Lets meet again during the start of our FYP.

27. Say something to help 9.

Jia you??? U can do it???

28. Who do i admire?

ALL of them.

29. Where does 1 live?

Somewhere in SengKang.Always hao lian about it lolz.

30. 10 of them know who you like?

I'm not liking anyone now so how would they know either.

31. Say something to 6 when you see her.

Lets go for lunch hee.

32. 10's spouse?

Still single la I guess.

Moody...

2009-01-21T14:19:00.002+08:00

Somehow Jonathan is feeling moody again...the feeling of loneliness & emptiness rising in me

1st Post of 2009...

2009-01-11T21:02:00.018+08:00

Updates!!!!

School had already reopen for 1 week & its damn tiring.Tired to what extent you might ask??? Well I'm tired to the extent that there was 1 morning I almost mistook the shaver cream as my toothpaste lolz..Good news is I realise it earlier & also I manage to attend school for the 5 whole day in the week hehe(see I very hardworking also rite)..As for FYP wise,the team have been registered & we(or rather I) finally get the 15 topic out which is agreeable by everyone.Also not forgetting to mention I'm the FYP team leader due to some "democratic" ways(Oh ya peh ya som) lolz..

Photo of my 19th birthday...

Dinner at Vivo

This is call Mango Chicken..

Eating corn with fork & knife..Li hai bah haha

See they bully me..make me pour water for them on my birthday

Thats me & Mr Dong

Dun be jealous haa..

Last but not least

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Haha our formal picture..

In conclusion I would like to thanks these ppl who help me to celebrate my 19th birthday(or else I will be celebrating alone) & to those who had wishes me.I'm really touched & appreciate all that some of you guys had given to me.Last but not least to those that I had offended during my brithday I'm really sorry about it.But to me,my birthday actually meant alot to me & for close friends who actually dun remember the actual day of my birthday & to also fly my kite last minute when you promise to celebrate my birthday I actually do mind alot.

Holiday Updates!!!

2008-12-16T17:15:00.004+08:00

Current Status-Enjoying rotting at home

Well it had been long since I could have plentiful of rest at home & doing what I want.Come to think it,I dun really have lots of programme for this 3 weeks of school holidays.Lets see what I currently had in mind for this 3 weeks of holiday.

Meeting with NCOs
JB Shopping trip
Sentosa trip with W34B???
Traffic Duty at HTA & attending Hanafi POC
Birthday celebration(Dinner & movie with W55E) & (Pubbing/Clubbing with W34B???)
SQSS NPCC Christmas Party on my birthday???
Unit Promotion test

Woa din realise even my holiday was full of NPCC-ed activity(thats bad,very bad huh).Anyway I'm still free for the actual Christmas on 25th & the New Year count down on 31st so pls do feel free to ask me out kkz ppl hahaz..Hmm as for the rest of the days,well din really thought much abt it but I've thought of going IMM giant to buy some food stuff & try learning to cook several simple dish for my daily meals haa.Shall see when do I have the mood to try that out ya.

Guess thats all for this post & I wish all students to enjoy this holiday with lots & lots of celebration in this cooling weather ya.

*Note pls remember to leave a tag before exiting this blog or beware santa wont give you any present this Christmas for being rude haa...(Kkz thats lame)

Elaine Birthday...

2008-12-13T19:57:00.008+08:00

Went to Fish & Co.(surprise bah for a person who dun really like seafood) yesterday(12/12/08) to celebrate Elaine birthday together with Kimmy at AMK Hub.Well the 3hrs dinner at Fish & Co. was not bad for the food part but then the service there damn jia lat(CMI) sia(so pls dun bother to leave any tips behind after dinner).Most of the waiter/waiteress also got sight problem cos they always nvr see us(or pretend not to see) when we wave for them la(Maybe AMK Hub Fish & Co. should sent all their waiter & waiteress for an eye examination la lolz).Other than being rude they kept forgetting this & that(eg.sauces or serving plate) la & for the first time I though I was a troublesome customer while dinning cos we always got to call for the waiter/waiteress for this & that.After that the store manager only came to our table to ask how is everything(guess he knows their service was bad huh).But anyway that din really spoilt our day cum dinner & it was really a very very full dinner that we had.Well below will be some of the photo we took(*note the last picture might cause some discomfort so pls be understanding).

The birthday girl & me..(does she look like 20 to u???)

Kimmy & the birthday girl..

The christmas tree outside AMK Hub..

The left over king prawn being put back by Elaine
Trying to figure out what is she doing???

(Well thats Elaine trying to poke the eyes of the king prawn)

Well thats all for now & remember to tagged kkz(very long no ppl visit me le)..

Wedding Of my Uncle..

2008-12-11T20:29:00.004+08:00

07/12/08(Sunday)

Well last Sunday was the wedding of my uncle(mother side de).Its the first time that I attend a wedding of my relative & through this wedding then I know its not easy to maintain a marriage cos even going through a wedding ceremony is not an easy process(or at least for my uncle wedding hahaz).Anyway it was an complicated with abit of conflict wedding cos of some tradition my Ah Ma wants to perform like praying to gods & some stuff were somehow not what the bride & groom had expected.Still they go ahead with it to ensure a smooth wedding ceremony.After that got the Jing Cha part to the elders & for the first time I tot only the couples Jing Cha to the elders but then now the younger ones also have to do the same to the couple.Haha maybe is I mountain tortoise nvr heard/seen before but no harm doing it rite especially you even receive a red packet after that hehe..After that got some buffet & opera perfomance before part 1 of the wedding is over.

As for part 2 of the wedding,it was held at ParkRoyal Hotel for the wedding dinner.The food was alrite & I only drank abit of alcohol only(cos my mum was there haha) but the waiter that always serve us was damn funny.Keep telling us no harm to refill cos its free & also started to praise the hotel food was better than other hotel ones (maybe he earns commission for that hah).Overall for the wedding dinner was great & was having fun with those younger cousin but somehow I think I got generation gap with them cos they keep calling me sea monster which I dun understand why lah lolz (maybe they watch pocket monster too much haha)..The whole event finally ends at abt 11pm with my uncle(the groom) drunk lolz..

Pubbing With W34B

2008-11-30T17:50:00.009+08:00

Updates!!!
Last Saturday(22/11/08) went for drinking with my beloved ex-classmate from W34B at a Pub in Boat Quay name The Cavern Singapore(I wonder if this means they have outlet in other countries too hahaz).But anyway my drinks for the day was Vodka Martini(bland but bitter & it was split half-way by Chermaine arrgh) & Malibu Pineapple(Sweet & with little bit of alcohol smell which I recommend for ppl who rarely drink).

(Rezzor,Mei Ting,Me,Jun,Chermaine & her boyfriend)

Rezzor,Mei Ting,Shue Wei,Me,Jun & Chermaine

Cheers everyone!!!(Wait a minute is that cupcakes???)

Thats my cupcake,Vodka Martini & Me

Do we look drunk??? Nah we are not that lousy

Nice river view rite hahaz..

Alrite lets summarise the event of the day..

The 6 of us who went for the drinking are Me,Jun,Mei Ting,Shue Wei,Chermaine & her boyfriend.
My drinks of the day was Vodka Martini & Malibu Pineapple
Get to learn more about differents type of drinks (eg.Cherry brandy is used as a mixer with other drinks like Singapore Swing,Flaming Lamborghini is the one we drink with fire on it,Margarita is actually also a drink too.
Went to Mcdonald to get some bites
Slept at a bridge platform near Fullerton Hotel(like banglah sia we)
Intend to use the Fullerton Hotel toilet but it was locked(so stingy sia them)
Saw Christopher Lee at Clark Quay MRT (OMFG!!!!!)
Reach home at 7plus am hahaz..

Lazy Suay-ness

2008-11-17T16:36:00.009+08:00

More Updates!!!
Today was intended to attend school in the first place cos manage to wake & bath le though was slightly behind time & only left my house at 7.30am.Instead of walking to JE Interchange this morning,dumb dumb me go & choose to take bus which cause me to be late.Cos it was after 30mins later then the bus came arrgh!!! Stupid SBS increase bus fare le but then still need to wait for 30mins & its during peak hour somemore lolz..So in the end decided not to go sch lor.Lesson learn for this morning is nvr gonna take bus to JE Interchange again unless it rains.

But well this suay-ness din really affect me much though.Perhaps its because I always love this period of the year when it comes that make my mood more lively.The cooling weather,the celebration of many friends birthday,my own long waited birthday coming soon,Christmas celebration,school holiday nearing & of cos not to forget the new year count down when the year is ending hahaz..Well maybe the only that lacks is some snow to make all this event more memorable but then in Singapore it doesn't snow(unless you are mentioning abt snow city then hahaz) so lets not ask for too much ya hehe..

Updating In Progress!!!!

2008-11-16T20:56:00.008+08:00

Alright I think this might gonna be a long post so bear with it ppl kkz..

29/10/08(Wed)

Well on this day was my PP assessment date.Went down to school at abt 1plus though mine was at 5pm.Was nervous for it cos was thinking if I fail then I need to redo again the next year which I dun wish to.But anyway to cut the long story short,I presented for abt 30mins,snatch the attention of all my assesser from the other guy & answer with a total of less then 5 question.But overall I think I did quite well & from the comment the assesser gave I felt even more confident in pass.

Below is my PP result & yes I PASSED wahaha...

31/10/08

On this day went for SQSS NPCC LQ Competition at HomeTeam NS (Near BBDC there).Erm dun really wish to comment much abt the event but afterall the event went through quite smoothly & SQSS LQ Team got into the top 3 position.

08/11/08

Went for Mei Ting birthday chalet together with SW & Sam & reach there at around 8plus I think.Well was glad to see some of my ex-classmate there as well.At there we din really drink & eat much so much of our time there was really spent on chatting & fooling around.Neither of us that stay over that night went to sleep so everyone was tonning till 6.30am to have breakfast at Mcdonald.Btw it was raining heavily that night that make it even harder for everyone to stay awake.Hahaz so from the expression of everyone can really tell all of us are damn tired/sleepy.

15/11/08

Went for Sebas birthday party yesterday with Wai Ting at abt 7.45pm.Din really see alot of familar faces over there but its still okay cos got William,Jie Ying,Eng Hian & Wai Ting.Seeing how Sebas celebrated his 21st birthday really make me jealous.Haha lots of relative & family members there to celebrate for him.Other than that they also made a photo slide show of him since he was just born & all the way to how he is now.Haha I think it was quite a memorable 21st birthday celebration with lots of friends,relative & family members.Wonder if it is my turn to become 21 years old will it be also the same as well.Guess 2 years plus later then I will get my answer.

With all these I guess I shall stop here for today but remember to visit my blog more often & tag ya hahaz..

"Thanks" Elaine For Tagging me..

2008-11-14T22:33:00.006+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.tagged by : Elaine

1. Do you have secrets?
-Haha who doesn't have.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
-Why not so long as we love each other.(But no pedophile pls)

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-Till the day I draw my last breath.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-Spend,share,donate some & most importantly invest some so that it will last me forever.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-Yes.(But provided the other party is interested in me too lah)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Well I take both.Loving someone & being love by someone that you loved is such a bless right.

7. Give one reason why you love your significant other.
-No reason cos I din love that person just because of the reason.(If not I'm loving the reason not the person right)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-Just stay as close friend to care & share when she need the most.(I'm nvr gonna be a 3rd party)

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
-Am I illegal now? Haha well din really tot of that before.

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
-Say good-bye to her.Cos the last thing in this world that I won't tolerate/compromise is betray.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Working hard trying to pay my bills hahaz..

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
-All my friends & family members around me.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
-I don't really go & count for such stuff.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-Tricky.Erm i will take married but poor cos love itself would make one rich hahaz..

15. What is your favourite colour?
-Yellow.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
-I will jolly well make up my mind ASAP cos I dun wish to hurt anyone nor being hurt.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-It depends on how horrible is the horrible thing.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
-I love/like you very much.

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
-Hmm sorry but I gotta say I will choose friend after what had happen to me before.

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
-Yes but its hard to find.

6 people to do this survey:Wai Ting,Leslie,Feeza,JuN,Mei Ting & Christina
Good Luck!!! (But dun curse & swear me)

LQ Briefing & Training

2008-10-25T23:24:00.002+08:00

I'm back again..

Well today woke up early go breakfast with my CIs at Bukit Gombak Mcdonald.Haha we kinda make a deal that who ever is later than 8.15am will treat the rest hashbrown & indeed that was one late comer which is Laura.After makan took quite a long & tiring walk to HomeTeam NS (ex CDans).Hmm the briefing din really when off as well as I thought it will be at first but after some rehearsing I think there is quite an improvement lah.After the whole briefing is done we started to chat & joke about while waiting for the SQSS LQ Competition Team.

And finally they reach at roughly 1pm bringing back news that they had also won the first in Hua Yi Frisbee Compettion as well.After that give them some time to plan their LQ strategy before we proceeds for the training.Oh btw its really horrible to bring these kids out cos they behave like monkey lah.Lesson learn from them will be I will nvr going to have another meeting with them outside of the school compound again hahaz.As for the training well my team as the opposing team did lose the first round to the SQSS LQ Team & somemore I din came in first but rather 2nd for the individual higest score to a cadet haha..For the second round decided to change team mate & bring in another CI & well we manage to beat them for a small margin plus I manage to be first for individual highest score this time round.Overall I think we had a fun & tiring day but as for their strategy I think they really need to work harder if they wanna win.Btw just by waking up extra early today & playing 2 rounds of 10mins game really tired me out too the max that after I bath I fall asleep for afternoon nap(Perhaps I'm really getting older).

Anyway din manage to do PP poster today due to the afternoon nap & too tired so tml I must chiong for the whole day to get things done.

These should be all for this post & ppl TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE KKZ!!!

I Want A Doraemon...

2008-10-24T21:08:00.006+08:00

Updates (if not ppl complain too dusty)...

Alright I think I kinda or rather have already self declare holiday since Wednesday(22/10/08) lolz..On top of that will also be expecting another letter from RP for poor attendance cos this week I attended class once only.Ok think shall hack care that matter for the time being & concentrate on my PP Poster for Assessment.Have slacked for the past 2 days doing nothing so tml after the LQ briefing must really go home & start working on my poster.So plans for tml will be having breakfast 8.15am at Bukit Gombak Mcdonald with my fellow CIs,go for LQ briefing & monitor the progress for SQSS LQ team plus LQ Committee in their upcoming activity.

Randomly I would like to post the above picture.Just thinking that how great would it be if I could have a Doraemon who would accompany me to walk in this journey of my life & helping me to solve my problem by just taking anything out of his pocket.Haha think I must be dreaming yea..Alright I guess thats all for this post & remember to tag kkz ppl..

Dusty Blog

2008-10-08T13:39:00.002+08:00

Guess its time to clean some dust from my blog hahaz..

Well where should I start from..Erm I guess I just update on some recent stuff I came across.Kinda hate going to school nowadays for certain modules because some facilitators just dun grade you accordingly.Just because you forgot some chemical calculation formula she just give you a C grade without taking into consideration of what you have done for the rest of the day which I think is not fair cos it was not just me who forgot but the whole class.I had enough of getting Cs when I think I did put in the effort but still get that grade & its not just the AI module but Applied Chemistry II as well.Sometime not speaking up does not mean I din do my research nor does it mean I dun know everything.I'm just tired of trying to act I know alot of things & then later trying to smoke through in the third meeting cos thats just not me.Arrgh enough of school stuff here..

Nextly something to do about friendship.I'm not sure how that problem might be solve among you ppl but in my personal view I think its really not worth it to end a friendship just because of some $$$ dispute.$$$ loss can still be gain but friendship loss you might nvr be to gain the same thing back ya.Hope things will go fine & you know who you are if you happen to read this post.

Lastly some funny & stupid quote I happen to hear from a friend-The longer you delay,the cheapo you are.Haha dun ask me how he think of that nor do I know any link between the quote.

My New Samsung Phone

2008-09-15T21:54:00.003+08:00

I'm back...

Dun know why but I just feel that something is wrong with me(dun ask me why cos I already I dun know).Things just seems to be weird weird these few day.In school,I'm already starting to get stress up not just because its a competitive class but also there just seems to be so much things that I dun know.Haiz the anti-school feeling seems to be coming back & find me again but the good news is until now I manage to force myself to school for almost everyday except for last thursday(11/09/08).Next is just to clarify that I don't have a girlfriend nor am I looking for one.Secondly not every female friend who walks,sits,talk or accompany me is my girlfriend.I'm really tired of answering back to ppl these day that she is not my girlfriend but just my friend or classmate.Thirdly,the funnest part is when both or more female friends tends to think the other party is my girlfriend & vice verse.So ppl after reading this pls stop asking me if that girl beside me is my girlfriend ar lolz..Recently also brought myself a new phone(like finally I'm changing my N70).Personally I dun really like my new phone because of the design,bulky & blah blah blah..But I think the function is still not bad la though I dun really know how to get some function work yet.Some friends seems to find my new phone cool & like it alot so perhaps overall I should not still hate my new phone that much bah lolz..Btw my new phone is the Samsung i780 model in red color(cos no other color le also).

Cool??? I dun know lolz..

Kkz lah shall stop here for today & tag if you wish to lah lolz..

Updates!!!

2008-09-07T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hi ppl I'm back..Guess its time to revive my blog lolz

Its about 1 month (but not 1 month yet ar) since my last updates.Hmm many many things have happen during the 3 weeks holiday.From Nation Day,POP,PP(drank lots of ice kopi la) to many many outings.Not to forget I would also like thank Eng Hian & Ka Suet for all they have contribute to the unit as well as taught & guided me along the way.Though you guys have pass out but I'm sure we wont forget those hardship we had endure & go through together before.Really really gonna miss all these lao jiao CIs.Hope we will have chance to meet up soon ya.

Now that holiday have ended which also mean school have reopen(Super Duper sianz la).In the new class have already know serveral of my classmate le.I'm not so sure how this class will be like but the very confirm thing is that this a class that will be very competitive.So what does it mean to a stupid guy like me??? It mean I will have a hell time in this class trying to score well.Perhaps some of you might think I not stupid or slow learner cos everytime my UT grade always score very well despite of my high absent rate.But really I'm not a smart guy nor fast learner its just pure luck or lady luck smile on me whenever there is UT.Most of the days when I went home after school I reflect on what I had learn for the day & I found out that in fact I didn't really learn anything.I'm really tired of competiting or trying to act that I understood everything in order to score good grade cos this is not myself but do I really have a choice.Whatever it is I guess there is nothing more I can do but to endure & endure in this school.

Next there is one good news for me which is I'm finally going to change my handphone by next week.Have make up my mind to change my N70 to LG KS20.Haha its a touch screen phone,with Wi-Fi,3.5G,bluetooth,MSN etc etc...Though its camera is just a disappointing 2 megapixels but I guess it wasn't very important as I dun often take pictures.

Kkz la I guess I shall stop here for today & as usual remember to tag before leaving ya hahz..

My Busy Week...

2008-08-10T19:08:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone I'm back again..

As promise in the previous post I will blog what I had been doing recently in this post but becareful cos its gotta be a long one.

Sunday(03/08/08)

Din went for a Malaysia trip that day cos I know for the next few days will be busy like siao so decided to stay at home.Anyway my sister went with my dad for the trip & they came back with a number of bags filled with their stuff.And guess what my sister brought for me??? She brought for me a plain pink-tee from topman lolz.I know I did mention to some of you I dun really mind wearing pink shirt rite but now that I got it I kinda doubt my statement.Guess I need abit more time & courage to wear that hahaz(dun worry I will make sure I wear it).

Monday(04/08/08)

Start of the busy week.Din went to school that day but later in the afternoon went to Unity Secondary to help out for their school NDP.It really was an great experience to be there as it really taught me more more about parades.Next manage to see the final result of the whole parade including the fancy part where the supporting contingent forms into the word NDP 08.After the whole rehearsal there wasn't any debrief(heng ar) so a few of the us went to Mac for dinner.Haha the dinner was funny too cos keep joking & talking behind ppl back lolz.Ended up reach home at 10plus that day.

Tuesday(05/08/08)

Went to school in the morning & was told still need to do PPT.So mood was super sian but the lucky thing is the day went by very fast cos for our 2nd meeting was to visit a lab which cost $2m to build la(the most expensive lab in RP) lolz..3rd meeting was presenting time & together with 6P it ended before 3pm woohoo(was the earliest if all)..After that rush now to own unit for NDP training.Was surprise to see William down there as well.After that went for dinner before going home.

Wednesday(06/08/08)

No school for every wednesday as usual.Went down to unit for NDP training again(3rd time for the week) but was alone for that day cos the rest are not free.Though still not very good at first but after 3 rounds of training thing seems to looks better now hahaz.After the 3 rounds was rushing here & there cos gotta meet some classmate for dinner as last class outing at Orchard later.Manage to leave by 6plus & by the time I reach Billy Bombers was abt 7.10pm.Below are some of the many pictures we took that day.

Btw if you had realise of the 6ppl I'm the only guy its all thanks to another 2 male classmate who fly kite that day.Everything was fine that day or maybe for the starting part I think.Cos I'm the only guy there so there was this moment whereby it seems kinda weird as I was sitting in the between then no one seems to wanna come & sit beside me.But anyway that did not happen again liao in the later part & everything was fun & tiring that day.After that we MRTed home & guess what in order to accompany them I gotta take train from the red line back to Jurong which is abt 1hrs journey back la.During the journey again was chat behind ppl back again & by the time I reach home was abt 11.30pm.

Thursday(07/08/08)

After so many tiring day still gotta go school.Din manage to attend 1st meeting cos too tired le so decided to sleep more & then later attend for the 2nd meeting cos the previous night promise them gotta attend school so that we can have the so call last lunch together(but in the end they din turn up ARRGH!!!).It was also the last day for my Chemistry Module though there are no treats from the faci la.The day pass by quite fast & after the class ended,walk to CWP with some classmate.After that have some discussion at Woodland MRT cos some of us dun know where to go as the time is still early so in the end we went to buy TOTO(grand prize $8m leh) hahaz..After that I MRT-ed to CCK then went to HTA to buy some keychain as present for POP..After the whole journey reach home at abt 7pm & have dinner.

Friday(08/08/08)

Din went to school although its the last lesson for MCB Module cos too tired le.But in the evening went to meet my unit CIs for meeting.Its like finally whereby the 4 of us get a chance to meeting together hahaz..

Saturday(09/08/08)

The actual day for NDP & POP.Went down at abt 7am in the morning change into Full-U & then the day started.Got some training & 1 round full rehearsal & the real thing start at 9am.Quite a number of resident came down which causes the place to look like a "sea of red"After the NDP ended is the start of the POP.Have a short training before the parade start & then here comes the special programme for the NCOs & CIs there are going to pass out.Overall for the day was not something that I had expected or plan la but I think it was still ok so long as they are happy.After the whole day event went out with Atika,some Sec 3 & 5 to watch NDP & fireworks at Marina.Many funny thing happen & some of us were fooling around disturbing other ppl lolz..After that went to take bus 97 to Jurong East then on our way home.

Sunday(10/08/08)

Finally end of all the tiring day.What did I do for that day??? I sitting down in front of the computer blogging la lolz..Kkz Shall end here & thanks for your patient to read finish this long post & remember to tag ya..

Ppl Around Will Nvr Be The Same Again..

2008-08-07T20:20:00.004+08:00

Hey friends out there..

I know I know I have not being blogging/updating for quite a long time & I'm really sorry about that.I promise I will update or even post pictures on whatever I had been busy about or had done recently on this Sunday(10/08/08).Btw had also change blog song to "Cry on my shoulder" which kinda express how I am feeling now.Having mixed feelings now for some reason & how I wish that time will nvr reach this Saturday(09/08/08) too.The place might still be the same after Saturday but then the ppl around will no longer be the same anymore haiz..Alrite shall stop here for today then & remember to tag kkz..

What A happening Week...

2008-07-27T21:15:00.003+08:00

Alrite ppl I'm back to blog again..

Another week had just pass which also means holidays is just in 2 weeks time.Erm I'm not really quite sure if that is a good news or bad news.The reason being holidays means I could take a break but that also means I'm going to rush out my 2000 words PP report in this 3 weeks time.But that is not the main thing I wish to blog in this post ya..

Monday

I think that this week which had just pass was quite an happening week for me.Starting with monday after the UT I was suppose to go to Esther unit(which is Unity NPCC Unit) with Alvin & reach there by about 5.15pm to help her out with her school NDP rehearsal.After meeting Alvin at RP 7-11,we proceed to cross the bridge to the other side to flag a cab.Guess what happen??? We saw an empty cab coming towards us so the both of us flag it & when it stop another 2 motorcycle which is behind the cab ram onto the back of the cab.Perhaps the cab did not signal it was stopping soon & also is was raining as well.Anyway both of us was like so shock cos what we intend was just to flag a cab & not to have an accident.Lucky it was not a serious one just that the cyclist & his passager had a fell & some damage to their vehicle.After waiting for the taxi driver to settle their dispute we finally got onto the cab & go to Unity Secondary.The funny thing is the taxi driver brought us to Unity Primary insteads of Secondary lolz..So again wasted sometime before getting to the destination..After the whole day still got debrief with all Instructors & Officers which ended at about 7.30pm.

Wednesday

Before going to Unity Secondary for the NDP rehearsal went down to HTA to do some admin work with Esther for Ms Cindy(which was also Esther Aunt la).After that cab down to Unity Secondary for NDP rehearsal.Funny thing is firstly I do not know Flag Drills but yet I was assign to take the Flag Party for training.Heng before hand someone teach them before & someone also know how to do it as well.So I just need to give command & see how they do.Haha I think the greatest thing I had gain in this parade is none other than to aquired the Flag Drills knowledge part.Again after the whole thing got debrief with Instructors & Officers but that day was worst.Cos we started at about 6.30pm(which is about the same as Monday) but then it ended at around 8.30pm.Oh man its a full 2hrs debrief lah & was feeling so hungry cos whole day also nvr eat anything.Those Officers sure can talk alot sia & I'm glad to say my Officers are not like that hahaz(No offences ya).

Thursday

Was feeling tired due to the previous day activity so din went to school.Haiz thought for once in this semester I can like come for a full whole week of school without ponning but it failed again.

Friday

Went to school cos there was UT for Material Science module.Cos in the previous UT I think I really did badly cos alot of question I do not really know how to answer so anyhow answer & plus I din really study for it so really thought I will fail.But then to my surprise when I see my result,I still manage to get a B grade.I was like "WOW" how did I manage to score that.But anyway that was a good thing or maybe lady luck was smiling at me that day hahaz..Okay next come an moment I think had nvr happen in my whole life until then.During the second break went down with 3 female classmate to have lunch.So after ordering all our food & drinks,we proceed to enjoy our meal lah.So there was this girl after eating & drinking finish,she place her empty plate to one side & her drinks cup(Btw she drank green tea which I dun like) infront of my drinking cup.So din know what she just did I went to grab the nearest cup to me(which supposely should be mine) & drink it.After drinking for a while then I realist the taste was weird cos I order a Lemon Barley & I take a look again at the cup & realist it was not mine.Oh man that moment my face was like totally super sian..Cos in my whole life not that I nvr share drinks before but to drink something I dun like & not belong to me unintentionally this was the first time.Morale of this story-Do not place your cup infront of another person cup even when you are done hahaz..

Alrite thats all for this post & do remember to tag kkz..Nitez

Say "NO" Is Not An Easy Task

2008-07-15T16:27:00.002+08:00

Currently still in school but its after lesson liao..

While waiting for friends I think shall just blog a short post.I believe most of us must had heard of things like "Say NO to Drugs,Gamble,Relationship or Smoking etc..".Most of the time we get to hear people say its hard to just say NO to quit cos they are somehow been addicted liao.Some people might say those are just excuses & if there is a will there is a way to say NO to whatever you dun wish to do.That itself might sound quite true but in reality how many people can really do that.Just like me myself there are also alot of things I wish to say NO to but then it just seems so impossible to say so.For example I always wanted to say NO to handle so much of NPCC workload cos its really getting more & more taxing to me but then each time when I wanted to say NO it just come back to me & with an even higher load of work I need to handle which I already very tired to do so.Next I also wishes for me to stop or say NO to pon-ing school cos I know that really will greatly affect my grades but then it just happen one after another for so many time.So people if you had actually meet anyone who need to say NO to something but yet could not do it immediately pls dun blame them for not trying hard enough but rather give them some more time to prove it to you that they can do it in times to come ya.

Alrite that shall be all & this time round just leave your tag will do(NOT YOUR FOOTPRINT) k..

Arrgh Why Am I Having Poorer Memory Nowadays...

2008-07-10T21:35:00.002+08:00

OH Man...I really think there is something wrong with my brain nowadays.Its either I remember the wrong things or I tends to forget something easily.For example my friend arrange for a lunch at school today(10/07/08) but I actually totally forgot about it & decided to skip school today.What is worst I even remember the wrong date for my UT today.I kept on reminding myself that it will be on friday which is tml but yet I just found out that in the first place I had remember the wrong date.Moreover this UT is very important to me lah cos I actually missed out once already & now it become twice.Haiz just what is wrong with me nowadays keep forgetting & forgetting or remember wrongly.On the other hand just count the number of days I had been absent from school & I think its getting worst cos its almost going to break my last semester record if this keep continue.Really really cannot pon school any more but dun know why at times just got the urge to do so.Maybe school just sucks totally.Arrgh I must endure cannot pon for another 5 weeks though it seems impossible for me lolz.Kkz ppl thats all & remember to leave behind your footprint(tag) ya lolz..WARNING!!! (DUN STEP MY BLOG TO LEAVE A FOOTPRINT) hahaz..

1 Year Of CI Journey...

2008-06-23T22:01:00.005+08:00

Today is a special date to not just me but also for those who were part of the 72nd CIBTC too.It is because 1 year ago of this day was our CIBTC POC where we graduated as P/CI.Last friday(20/06/08) went to HTA to help out for the 74th CIBTC POC & saw those new batch of CIs graduated.Seeing them was just like seeing myself in a mirror 1 year ago.After enduring so much hardship throughout the whole course & now seeing the success of the effort we had put in.Its the joy & happiness but yet sad kind of feeling whereby not many ppl could ever understand or feel it.Really missed those days when they were showing the flashback too where you have alot of ppl sharing the same dreams & goals as yours.

Although this 1 year of CI journey was not an easy one for me & even at times I feel like breaking down or giving up but still I believe in myself that I could do it & had decided to give myself 1 more chance to try out with my new CI & upcoming NCOs to be.Really hope things will change for the good & going smoothly.As for ppl outside there worrying that SQSS NPCC will fall dun worry cos I would say as long as I'm still in the unit I will not let that happen & thats my promise.

Last but not least would like to thanks those who have helped me in moulding what I am today.Will try my best not to disappoint all your effort in me de k..Shall end here & ppl pls remember to tag ya..

Summary Of What I Had Done In This 2 Weeks School Holiday..

2008-06-12T23:10:00.007+08:00

Summary of what I have been doing during this 2 weeks of holiday...

ATC 2008 3D2N at Pulau Ubin

-This year ATC I was situated at Sec 2 campsite(Bahru) as instructor again.Basically I took the campers for Day 2 PT,take my group for activity,following campers out for land expetition(not just 1 round but 2!!!!) & many other task.Although this 3D2N camp was really very tiring due to lack of rest,long hours of training,seriously lacking on manpower & bad weather but overall it was really fun as there are a team of instructor who are really very bonded despite alot of us just know each other this year only.Also wish to comment that this year campfire was really very super duper great man!!! Was fortunate to have attended this camp & I just wanna say thanks to all Area 18 CIs who have been of great help in one way or the other.This really prove that spending more the 3 months of our effort in preparing this camp was really worth it.

Missed W55E class outing

-Was really very regretful for not able to turn up that day.Cos was really very tired after the camp therefore I actually couldn't wake up & slept the whole day long.Really very sorry my classmate hope u all forgive me ya.

Help out for PK course with my SK warrior

-A few of the Area 18 CIs together with me when to help out for 2 days of PK course.The first day we were late so got abit of delay here & there which also led to a small dispute(which is settle at later on).And guess how stupid I was everyone??? I was on the way back to the Everest Room to get a laptop & happen to see the new NPCC Commdant(which i can't really conform at the first place cos saw her once only) then I actually nvr stop & greet her lah.I think she saw me too & at that moment I feel so dead liao lah.But heng she nvr stop & scold me & later at the hall saw her face to face again then faster go greet & salute her.Overall though many problem arise in the 2 days & also feel super tired but fortunately everything ends up pretty well hehe..

Dinner at Newton Food Center

-Went to have dinner with Jun & Mei Ting at Newton food center there on one of the day.Was my 2nd time there & gotta tell everyone this "The food there was really great lah!!!!" The 3 of us spent just a total of $50 only & we enjoy all those nice food.Was really worth it ppl so do go there & try its opposite of Newton MRT only.

Missed 2nd Makan trip..

Was suppose to go dinner with Jun & Mei Ting at Chinatown but so suay just before I could leave my house my old friend(Gastric Pain) come find me.Its was so terribly pain that I could hardly move & it took me 1hr plus to recover.By that time the dinner was cancel & think someone also angry lor.I also not purposely want the gastric pain come de wah.And when I was in so much pain then someone only know how to get angry why in the end the dinner was cancel I also very angry at that moment de ok cos instead of caring I got scolding.Hope things will go better now & dun angry le okay..

Alrite thats all I have done over the holidays & as for the next 2 days will be having steamboat with secondary classmate/friends tml & ATC AAR on Sat.And before leaving ppl remember to tag ya hahaz..

My Personality Test

2008-06-07T12:15:00.004+08:00

Kinda did this test & I think its really quite true la..
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Break Down...

2008-05-27T12:12:00.004+08:00

Currently in class now(Surprise bah I came to school leh)...

Anyway just wanna thank friends who actually came to show their concern to me recently when I actually couldn't take the stress any more & broke down.Really appreciate it alot & without your support I might not be able to stand up again.

As usual have been thinking too much things that have happen around me & plus the amount of workload I need to deal with that really causes me to break down.A few things that some friend said that really hits my mind."Why am I still trying to bother so much & working so hard when there are ppl who just dun bother any more.It is just like wasting my own time for doing stuff like that when I should be focusing more on my studies & upcoming test."Basically I dun know what should I do.I know how studies is important to me but on the other hand is something that I treasure alot,something that leaves me alot of wonderful memories & something that makes me what I am today.

I have the passion & will to carry on but I dun have the strength to do what I wish to accomplish.Perhaps afterall a dream is still a dream which can nvr be realise.

Contradicting Mindset...

2008-05-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone I'm back to update(like finally lolz)...

Actually right now I'm really kinda confuse with myself.I dun really know what I'm thinking now nor do know what I really want.Just like now,I do have alot of things or feelings I wish to write in here but yet I do not know what to write or how to write.My mind just goes blank each time I wish to write something out.

In school,I know that if I really wish to get good grades I know I could get it just like my first UT which I had already gotten a B+.But yet I dun know why I'm not trying hard to get it & instead giving myself more & more reason not to get it or excuses for not going to school.Seriously I do not know why am I thinking this way now nor do I know what to do.

Perhaps I'm just starting to lose all determination in what I'm doing now be it studies,CCAs or what so ever I'm doing.Bye

Happy 1st Birthday My Blog...

2008-04-21T20:15:00.004+08:00

Alright today is a special day for my blog cos exactly 1 year ago from this date was when I had created this blog & post my first blog entry.Still clearly remember why I start to blog.It was because I also wish to have a place whereby I could record my memories be it good or bad,sad or happy.But also because that time after 'O' level then got a very long holiday so was kinda rotting at home so decided to find something else to do lolz..

Anyway just wanna thanks Chan Wai Ting for helping me to start setting my own blog.Without your help dun think this blog will even exist hahaz..

Okay before I end would also like to thanks those who have been visiting this blog despite nowadays I dun really blog that often liao lolz..Pls remember to continue visiting & leave a tag to tell me who are my friends who still remember me ya hehe..

Do Not Push Beyond My Limit

2008-04-20T13:08:00.010+08:00

Alright back to blogging...

Recently quite a number of things happen which really causes me to think alot as well as getting fed up.Sometime I'm really wondering what the hell are these ppl thinking & what do they treat me as.I organise a meeting as I think he might need some help & he say will come & plan together.

But then on the actual day just 1hr before the meeting time he say he is not coming.FINE!!! Then the rest of us help him to plan.The next day he call me to ask what we had plan & as usual I told him the detail.Guess what he say next??? He said "actually don't need to plan one just tell the other CIs the brief detail like time,date & venue can le".WTF!!! So if that is the case then in the first bloody place why you also agree to come for the meeting to plan together & after that you din appear.And when you dun come & thinks that there isn't a need to plan then why dun you tell us earlier.DO YOU THINK WE ARE DAMN F**KING FREE??? Just that planning causes us to plan until 9pm plus without eating dinner yet.So what do you treat us as??? We can just simply dun care & dun bother as since we are not the in-charge for the CI workshop.But its because we are from the same unit that is why we came to help.

What is worst when you yourself is the in-charge din even appear for the ATC meeting to explain the detail of the CI workshop on your own.So after all these things you still expect us to help you to clear all these shit & you just sit back & relax thinking that you are tired or busy.Do you think I'm not tired either as after school I still have to do things that are not related to me.Just because I always kept quiet does not means you can always take things for granted.

Everyone has a certain amount of limit they can take & you have already pushes mine to the limit already.Just push a little bit more of my limit & I can gurantee you that I will do something to make you disgrace in front of everyone.

As for yesterday ATC meeting,another thing that make me fed up is some inconsiderate ppl.Although the CC might be abit blur or unsure at sometimes,but then I think we should still give our basic respect by listening on what he wishes to say & not talking amoung yourself at one side or interrupting what he is saying when he is not done yet.Worst is when they brought in unrelevant topic & delay others time.

Then next the hong kah incident happen to me.Whereby my own unit CIs shoots me on my lesson plan & it was until someone says "see the own unit CIs fighting wif each other" then she stops ARRGH!!! Yes logical speaking there isn't any wrong for shooting.But lets face it to the fact of this reality world.Have you ever thought of how others will see us when as what they put it "own unit CIs fighting amoung themself".Are you trying to tell the others that we are not united or our CIs have problem working wif each other.Put it in a not very nice way would be are you trying to sabo your own ppl.Imagining when you work outside & during a meeting instead of support your teams stand,you ended up shooting your own team.Sound stupid & thinks no one will do that rite but there are really such ppl.Moreover the question she ask is perhaps she din really put much thought into it before she ask which I dun understand why she will ask that question.If there is really a need to say then perhaps you can whisper to me or tell me privately after the meeting rite.

Haiz........................................Why can't they think properly...

Randomly..

A friend told me that I'm always being surrounded by NPCC.Perhaps its time for you to move on.

Another friend told me that I should try to keep the fire buring on.But then I think no matter how long lasting can that piece of wood burn eventually it would also turn to a pile of ashes one day.Its just a matter of time.But no worries I won't leave the unit & that is my promise.

NPAP 2008

2008-04-13T21:54:00.006+08:00

Yesterday(12/04/08) went to HTA & help out for NPAP(doing carpark duties)..It was also my first time serving HQ(Yes!!! Clocked 10 HQ hrs) & going for NPAP.In the process got to know some other CIs as well as getting to know some of my Area 18 CIs better hahaz..Also went to take a peep at the parade while doing duties & I think they did quite a good job(including Ms Chua who is the MCs).The fancy drills done by Jurong Secondary was not bad either & anyway was kinda proud to see my cadets participate in the NPAP.After my duties went to Harmony Hall & was surprise to see 3 of my unit senior staff there.The whole thing lasted till 9pm plus before we leave cos we wanted to get our pink form to be sign but think something goes wrong in the parade & the trainers for NPAP are to stay back for debrief then in the end nvr get to sign cos very late le & we are tired(got a feeling that the trainers will be slaughter lolz).After that went JP LJS for dinner before the Area 18 CIs parted their ways lolz..Alrite think I shall stop here & do tag if you are visiting ya..

Need Motivation...

2008-04-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

Ooops its kinda long since my last update liao...

Hmm cos have been busy working at Robinson,going for NPCC training & outing with friends so no time to update.But of cos also lazy & lack of motivation to keep posting la lolz..For this post dun worry I'm not going to like talk about NPCC or my daily life.If you all have realise the tittle of the post then perhaps you might know what am I going to talk about in this post.Yes!!! Its all about the word call motivation.In this 2 months of school holidays,there are many things that happen to me,my surroundings or my friends.All this things make me think & think & think.Self-reflect & reflect & more reflection.Whatever things that we do,I really think there must be something there to keep motivating us to move forward.Cos without it perhaps some of us will tends to give up easily as we might think why are we working so hard to do this for & what is the purpose of doing this when perhaps we might not even be benefiting anything from it.

But then...what happens if one day the thing that keeps motivating us have begin to start fading away??? Seriously i dun know either.Hope that wont happen to me or at least not so soon.Okay think this is where i shall ends & remember to leave a tag ya hahaz...

Faye Wong - Eyes On Me

2008-03-12T22:34:00.004+08:00

Whenever sang my songs

On the stage, on my own

Whenever said my words

Wishing they would be heard I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you?

Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?

That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me did you ever know

That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if your're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

Training Under The Rain

2008-03-10T19:55:00.004+08:00

Okay just got back from NPCC training...

Was kinda tired now cos yesterday(09/03/08) night after working came back home not long only & receive that the programme got problem.So start editing the programme with the help of Ka Suet as well.Really thanks alot cos without your help I might not be able to finish it up on my own.But still it took us until almost 2am to finish everything.Then went to sleep for a few hours & went for training at 7.3oam.Training was alright except for the weather.After lunch,it started raining & its getting heavier & heavier.So we ended up training under the rain in parade square with the NCOs & cadets wearing poncho to cover them.For me,I was kinda drench cos not just the speech day training was I under the rain but I later also went to train the campcraft girls team.So total I was training under the rain without any covers/protection for like 4hrs lolz..Hope I dun get a flu or fever because of this.Anyway today was also my first time punishing my cadets so heavily.They ended up doing almost as many as 100 push up in one shot.Cos its a promise we agree that after the breaks,we will set the target to pitch up garget & basha in 8mins & every extra minutes they took,it will be 20 push up per extra minutes.Though I dun really wish to punish them but since its a promise we had make,I would have to carry out the deal.Hope you girls are alrite & wont be angry with me ya..

Friends

2008-02-28T20:38:00.003+08:00

Alright suddenly xin xue lai chow feel like blogging...

Feel like talking about the topic Friends today(28/02/08).To me,I think friends are really very important in every parts of our everyday life in this world called "earth".In the past I dun really treasure all my friendship very much(or maybe got some la).It was only until last year when something happen that causes me to realise that friends are as important as our family members too.When you are sad,depress & unhappy,you can always count on your friends to be there for you when you need them the most.They are just like an guardian or guarding angel of you.But that would also have to depends on what kind of friends you have lah.

To me this is how I categorise-

Non-contactable friends
Hi-bye friends
Advantaging taking friends(something like just making use of you)
Normal friends(not that they are abnormal but they are just any normal ppl that know me)
Close friends
Trustworthy friends

Alright thats all about the friends part.Today(28/02/08) afternoon went back to SQSS for combine UG Speech Day training.Due to another CI unable to make it on time,I act as an stand in PC for the day.Total rehearse 4 time today & have done quite some shouting as well.Think I din really did a good job la cos I keep on forgetting to Hormat the GOH(though the officer nvr notice la) & the march pass I always wrong hand & wrong leg haiz..Though OC did came to say I'm a flexible person during the parade but still what should not be done have been done especially being a CI.Alright shall not regret too much but instead look forward & make sure that such mistake will not be done again in future.

Tml(29/02/08) morning will go down to raffles city robinson for job training.Hope its not difficult & takes lots of time.Alright think shall stop here for today & remember to tag my friends hahaz..

Blog dead??? Not Yet Or At Least For Now...

2008-02-25T20:38:00.003+08:00

Alright friends I'm back..

No worries the blog is not dead(at least for now) & neither is the owner.Its just that the owner,which is me is lazy to update lolz..This holidays quite alot of things happen be it sad or happy.This including got a job at Robinson & scoring a GPA that is lower than last semester haiz..But since what is done have already been done right so no use crying over the spilt milk right.Shall work harder when school reopen & hope things will turn out to be good ya.For tml will be busy with NPCC.Hope my girls team would put in more effort & improve in their timing Jia you Jia you.Alright shall stop here for today & remember to leave a tag before leaving ya..bb

"Last W34B Class Outing"

2008-02-09T20:12:00.000+08:00

Alright ppl I'm back to blog...

Woot its kinda long since I last post le.Lets start from the last day of school which is on the 1st Feb 2008.Still remember that day quite a number of classmate turn up & at the end of the lesson which is like 1plus we took lots & lots of photo(sorry nvr take from friends so nothing to upload).Was kinda sad that day(though i nvr show out la) as its the last day we have lesson as a class le.After that some of us went to Causeway Point mac to have a lunch together before we each parted on our own ways.Truefully I prefer this class more than the previous one(no offences) & in this class really make lots of good friends(not the hi-bye type de) & I also got a few nickname for some of them.

Jun-A loyal friend

Eileen-The tomato girl(face always turn red so easily)

Chermain-The huge girl

Ben-The encyclopedia man(cos he seem to know alot of things)

Shue Wei-The toilet queen(always chiong for toilet)

Evelyn-The class chio bu(Arrgh regret the last day of class nvr take photo with her)

Luqman-The rapper(come on can you speak slower)

Sanjay-The great black gorilla

Naresh-The lame joker

Darren-The goldfish

Farhana-The soccer chick

Steven-The self proclaim "prime minister"(hello its illegal you know)

Mei Ting-The gamer

Moving on would be the "so called" last class outing which is on the 4th Feb.Most of the class turn up that day for the sentosa trip & was so glad to see everyone again.Had breakfast before we go shopping for tibits then on our way to the beach.So what did we do for the whole day??? Basically we eat,play basketball,went for a swim & talking cock for the whole long lolz..Was lucky that it was almost going to rain that day but in the end nvr rain hahaz..In summary everything turn out to be fine & its was a truely enjoyable day as well.

Last but not least before going back home that day,accompany Eileen to IMM & walk around shopping for my new necklace while waiting for her mother.In the end manage to got 1 necklace which got the logo of my horoscope(Capricorn) at $64.10.O man another big hole in my pocket!!!

Btw something to clarify as well.Eileen IS NOT MY GF she is my classmate & friends lolz..

Okay lah shall end here for today but remember to tag before leaving ya bb..

Depress,Depress & Even More Depress

2008-01-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

Alright back for updates...

Hmm many things have happen ever since my last update.Its basically ranging from having fun at class,going shopping with friends to going for training at SQSS NPCC.Mood have also goes up & deeply down during this period.Up because I'm really having fun at class nowadays(I also dun know why) & went out with friends to have some fresh air for myself as well but down because of NPCC stuff again & the fact that this class will disband soon as holiday is approaching.
This class W34B is really a memorable one for me.Basically my presence was recognize here unlike the other class I had before & I think people in this class are really much more friendlier & have more bondings(though we do fight at sometimes hahaz).But sad to say this coming friday(01/02/08) will be the last day for us as holiday officially starts on the next following day.Perhaps that is why some people say friends come & go in our live but only those who left their footprints behind in our heart are someone we treasure the most(in this case I'm referring to W34B classmate).Hope our friendship would last & if free meet up often as well ya hahaz..

Back to NPCC stuff(sigh),I'm just really really mentally exhausted.Almost everything in the unit just does not seems alright be it the cadets,NCOs,CIs or even the officers.For me seriously I think I have really give in my very best le,but yet i couldn't do much to help the present state of this unit.Can you imagine that you gave in your very best in doing something but yet no result is been achieve & that is why I'm very depress.And what could be more worst when my OC sent an email stressing that the unit is not doing well & she herself was very depress too.Haiz haiz haiz it just make me even more depress.As for why I say I'm mentally exhausted is not just what I have mention above but because for the next few months think there will be more NPCC event coming up 1 month after another.Starting from next month campcraft competition,then speech day at April,Area ATC at May,maybe annual camp at June & lastly NDP at August.So by seeing this I think can't really have rest from NPCC even if I want to as everying just need lots of planning & training.
Ok think that shall be all for today & remember to tag my tagboard when you visit my blog ya bb..

Moodless

2008-01-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry friends but I'm really moodless to blog.Generally have been feeling up & deeply down these few days.

My Tarot Card

2008-01-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What An Unlucky Day To Start With...

2008-01-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

First of all yesterday(13/01/2008) went to bed as at around 11pm.Was feeling kinda tired but yet cannot fall asleep(WTH!!!!).I think it was about 1hr later that I fall asleep & guess what??? I had a nightmare that woke me up at 4.51am lah lolz..And because of that nightmare I dared not to sleep back till around 6am & then woke up again at 7.30am to prepare for school.Left home at around 8.20am & MRTed to Woodlands & reach there at 9.06am.Was surprise that not many RP student was on the way to school but din bother to care why.Decided to slowly walk to school cos thinking that I'm sure not able to make it on time so might as well be late once in a while.Upon reaching outside classroom which is 9.17am,suddenly a lady stopped me & told me that I was late & cannot enter that classroom for the time being.I was like "huh" cos normally if you are late then just go in lah but today was abit different.Slowly I began to realise that it might be UT & it really was UT day lah ARGGH!!! Damn it man missing one UT.Not forgetting to mention I drop my laptop today(14/01/2008) also & the top part there got something spolit too sob sob...Haiz just feel very unlucky for the whole day lah...

First Lesson In The Year 2008

2008-01-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

Alright here comes my first post in the year 2008...

Basically holiday officially ended yesterday which also means school start from today onwards (sianz)..MRTed(standing all the way lor) to school early in the morning at 9am today & was feeling really very tired cos was used to sleep late & wake up late in the holidays.The earliest I woke up was also 11plus unless if there are any event for the day then will wake up earlier lah.Anyway went straight to class to have basic science module & today got to team with sanjay,luqman,naresh & wan ling.Was kinda having fun in class instead of doing work(but still got do work de ok) & was also yawning most of the time in lesson(buay tahan sia)..Brain was also working slow today due to the fact that for the past 3 weeks nvr study but who cares ya hahaz..Finally after the 6P went to do RJ & waiting for everyone else to go off together.Again MRTed with eileen & naresh back home & brought some food at pasar malam at JE for dinner.By the time I had reach home it was nearly 7pm le(O man!!! I'm really tired to the max).Alright think that shall be all for now so good nite everyone ZzZz...

My 3rd 18th Birthday Celebration

2007-12-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Currently blogging at home & waiting for new year to arrive...

On the 23rd Dec went to have my third 18th birthday celebration with my secondary school classmate.As usual most of us were late(including me oops) but birthday boy should have some special privileges rite hahaz..Also wanna take this chance to thanks those who turn up that day(William,Wen Zuan,Guo Liang,Vincent,Xue Fang,Joy,Didi,Xiao Wei) & I had really enjoy myself.That day we went Sushi-Tei at Paragon for dinner & after the dinner both William & Wen Zuan brought a tiramisu as my birthday cake(which they dun even know what flavour lah lolz) but I'm really really very touched anyway.After the dinner we MRTed to clark quey with the intention of going clubbing at MOS.But unfortunately it was not open & so is most of the club there too.Roamed around at clark quey for quite sometime before we decided to settle ourself at Lunar(an chinese song club).Really very pai sei for making everyone to walk for so long especially for Xiao Wei & her cousin who wore high heels that day.Hope your feets are alright by now ya.In the club was quite boring cos they dun have a dance floor then everyone just have to sit down & enjoy the songs sing by the people there lor.For me,I drank only 1 cup of voka lime but when I go to the toliet I realise that my face was so red lah lolz...Guess I must be a poor drinker ya hahaz..After that we left the club cos it was boring & again we roamed around cos as most of the club were closed we had no where else to go.Finally we decided to go home which is about 2.30am by then cos everyone was kinda tired le & got no place to go too.

Anyway just wanna thanks everyone again for celebrating my birthday & hope you guys do enjoy as much as I am ya hehe...Below is the picture of the tiramisu that they brought for me

Here comes the coffee flavour tiramisu & its something different from the previous ones ya...

My 2nd 18th Birthday Celebration...

2007-12-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

Updates....

On saturday(22/12/07) went to Causeway Point & celebrated for the second time of my 18th birthday with my unit CIs(a.k.a coconut island or DGL).Most of us were late for one reason or another(as usual lor) except for our dearest Ma'am Ka Suet..Initially was suppose to meet at Woodlands MRT control station by 6pm but because was having a fever & terrible headache so I was late & reach at 6.30pm like that.Thinking that by then everyone should be there already but to my surprise I was the second person to reach(oops but at least i'm not the last to arrive rite haha).After that decided to book a table at Jack Place first & walk around at causeway point while waiting for everyone to reach.Finally when everyone reaches,it was 7pm already lolz & we proceed to have our dinner.Dinner was quite an enjoyable one with William,Ka Suet & Eng Hian joking around & sharing their "life time experience".After that comes my birthday cake haha & this time round it was a more proper one comparing with the one I celebrated on thursday(20/12/07).And there they sang the birthday song so "quietly" till eveyone single person in the restaurant or even the deaf would know it was my birthday.Not forgetting to mention,thanks for the dinner treat(u guys sure burn quite a big hole in ur pocket for me) & I'm really really very touched as well as appreciate it alot.

After dinner,thanks to me we went for an anti-climate activity which is meeting for NPCC stuff(okay I know its kinda wrong at this time but what needs to be done have to be done rite).Feel kinda gulity that day cos firstly I myself was late & secondly the programme that wrapped up the day.But anyway hope you guy do enjoy as much as I'm & again really thanks you guys for everything.Really was an great honour to celebrate my birthday with you guys ya..Below are the pictures of the birthday cake ya..

Looks yummy isn't it...

O Man I'm Sick...

2007-12-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

ARRGH!!!! Woke up this morning feeling dizzy,cold,sneezing & coughing badly.Think should have catch a cold & got a fever le.O man why must I fall so sick at this moment of time when my birthday is just in 2 days time haiz..Anyway here are the list of people I have invited to celebrate my birthday this coming sunday.Programme for that day should be going Seoul Garden for dinner 7pm at orchard then later go clubbing at MOS.

People I have invited

Guo Liang(confirm coming)
William(confirm coming)
Vincent(to be confirm)
Wen Zuan(confirm coming)
Wee Kian(to be confirm)
Ben(dun bother to reply)
Jasper(not coming)
Irman(dun bother to reply)
Yu Song(to be confirm)
Xin Mao(not coming)
Hong Zhou(dun bother to reply)
Zheng Yu(not coming)
Xiao Wei(coming for clubbing only)
Xue Fang(confirm coming)
Vivian(not coming)
Xiu Ling(not coming)
Xiao Qian(confirm coming)
Zheng Ting(not coming)
Laura(dun bother to reply)
Joy(coming for dinner only)
Didi(confirm coming)
Gurlaine(dun bother to reply)
Hui Wen(not coming)
Ruby(to be confirm)
Shao Fei(not coming)

My First 18th Birthday Celebration...

2007-12-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hey back for more updates...

Today(20/12/07) went out to have my first birthday celebration(should be having 3 celebration in total).Early in the morning 9am meet up with Jess to have breakfast at JE food court(it was Jess treat btw haha) & then went for ice-skating(okay i know its kinda weird to have just 2 person skating but no choice cos some "BEST Friend" of mine fly kite last minute).We skated for continuous 2hrs(till now my leg hurts & have some injuries all thanks to the skating shoe) with both of us ended up falling once each hahaz..After that MRTed to woodlands to meet up with Jenniffer then go to AMK Hub(btw its my first time to there) to watch National Treasure(quite nice so must watch ya & it was both of them who treat me again hehe).Upon reaching we went to buy the tickets & started to roamed around before the movie starts.After the movie,went to nearby MacDonald to have early dinner & there the 2 sweet girls brought a cake for me though they kinda forgot to sing the birthday song hahaz..But still I really appreciate it alot & thanks Jess & Jenniffer for making the effort to come down today & accompanying me the whole day as well as the extra ingredient cake you girls buy for me.The following pictures are the extra ingredient birthday cake they brought for me...

My extra ingredient birthday cake...
A fries as candle & guess what is on it????
Okay the girls are adding more ingredient...
What more ingredient!!!!! Come on girls....

Last Day Of School For 2007

2007-12-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

Yippee its finally the last day of school...

Can't wait for the lesson to end soon sia hahaz..Today also brought 2 packs of chocolate to the class & share it with everyone but its not without a reason that I brought the chocolate for eveyone lah.Firstly is because today is the last day of class for this year which also means we won't be seeing each other till next year(other than the class chalet),secondly cos this year birthday won't be celebrating it with my class so just buy the chocolate for everyone to enjoy it lah & lastly perhaps you can say its for christmas though its kinda early but who cares as long as everyone enjoy it can le rite hahaz..

Anyway think will be going for shopping within these few days for some clothing & perhaps some other stuff as well but should be doing that all alone bah cos kinda of can't find shopping partners.My long waited birthday will also be coming soon hehe & most probably will celebrate it for at least 2 different days with 2 different groups of people lah but see how things goes first lah.As for this year birthday wish kind of have an idea for it le(oops) its just an simple one but wont share it with everyone if not also won't come true le rite hahaz..Ok shall stop it here for today but people continue to stay tune for more of my updates & remember to tag as well ya hahaz..

What My Friend Told Me

2007-12-13T10:48:00.000+08:00

A friend once told me this "When a teacher or other person scold you because you did something wrong its because that person still cares & concern about you.So if one day the teacher or that person stop doing so even if you did something very wrong,it means that person have already given up all hopes on you.So people dun treat all scolding as a bad thing ya & perhaps I should try this out as well hahaz..

No Words Could Express How I Am Feeling Now...

2007-12-12T13:56:00.000+08:00

Alright I'm back again...

Hmm...After waiting for quite sometime finally yesterday came an email which says the Christmas Party for this year was cancel.Haiz kinda feel sad & depress upon hearing that decision after all the work being done.With that it added up to 2 things I have failed in my very own hands to execute those event out this year which was firstly the NRC for Sec 2 & the NCOs then now the Christmas Party.Just feel so guilty about it cos the annual Christmas Party was meant to be an event for the whole unit & Ex-NCOs to gather & enjoy themself after all the hardwork we had put in for the whole year but now its cancel haiz..

As for why am I having a mixed feeling now is because of 3 things.1st I got a friend who is really now getting to my nerve,2nd was the NPCC stuff above & 3rd was that my birthday is coming soon which was supose to be an happy event rite but yet I still dun know who or how to celebrate it.Maybe I should just stay at home & let the day pass as if it is just any normal day like that lolz..

Ok lets put those unhappy stuff aside.For this week I still haven pon school sia hahaz such a miricle rite hehe..Shall endure for another 2 more days before holidays starts hahaz & I believe I can make it Kampatei..

Horoscope

2007-12-07T17:22:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl check this out cos i think its really true hahaz..

CAPRICORN(ME)- The Go-GetterPatient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.
VIRGO - The Perfectionist,Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos.Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.
SCORPIO - The Intense OneVery energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic . Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.
LIBRA - The HarmonizerNice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
ARIES - TheDaredevilEnergetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.
AQUARIUS - The SweetheartOptimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.
GEMINI - The ChatterboxSmart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.
LEO - The BossVery organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive...
CANCER - The ProtectorMoody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.
PISCES - The Dreamer ( unsure of )Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.
TAURUS - The Enduring OneCharming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky OneGood-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted.

Extracted From Ah Ben blog...

Mixed Feeling

2007-12-03T11:09:00.000+08:00

Currently blogging at JE library(dun feel like going to school but can't stay at home)...

Have lots & lots of reflection & thinking these days cos of a few things that have happen..And all these thing that have happen was also one of the reason why nowadays I'm more & more having bad attitude,bad temper & mood swinging.Its actually NPCC stuff anyway.Each time when there is a meeting with the NCOs or CIs,I would always feel more & more disappointed..Wanna know why??? When there is a meeting with the NCOs,you can see its always the same old bunch of NCOs that is doing the work & this would also mean there is also a same old bunch of idiot NCOs who does nothing & come for the meeting just for the sake of coming.Worst is that whatever I wish to see will always ended up with failure.For example there is once I called for a meeting with the NCOs only if they had agreed that they are free to come then they confirm it with me.So they confirm it with me & I came down that day.Guess what??? Only 1 NCOs came down & the rest was not free ARRGH...Another example would be I have called the NCOs that I wanna have a whole unit to fall in cos I wanna collect the funds for the Christmas Party as well as to form the team for Campcraft Competition 2008.Again guess what happen??? Only 7 cadets & some NCOs turn up.Din know that my unit now have become so "many" people le haiz..

As for the meeting with the CIs,there is always no lack of things to discuss but there is 1 problem.With each thing that is discuss or proposed,it seems to me like it is only me that is following up & clearing all this shit work.Starting from this year NDP,due to lack of manpower from the NCOs both Ka Suet & I became the parade marker because some CIs either cannot make it or dun wan to be the marker so fine I do it.SOW was initially not my job to check & discuss it with the NCOs but maybe because the CIs are "busy" so that is why I do it.Christmas Party on the other hand was assign to another CIs to follow up & again somehow or rather I ended up doing it as no one went to follow up & the NCOs called me up & check it with me.Campcraft Competition briefing for this year only allow "1 person" to attend & again it was Taiji lesson time & I ended up to be the one that went for the briefing.Even now setting a date & time with my OC for all CIs to meet up with her to settle the UOPA was again my job.I dun mind setting the date & time but what makes it difficult for me to do it is most of the CIs dun even reply the sms or takes a few hours/days later then reply they cannot make it.With all this dragging how am I going to set a "perfect" date & timing for everyone.And if you think that is all the problem then you are wrong.There is a Campcraft Competition team not even form yet & the deadline will be coming soon,the training dates for the Campcraft Competition not even out yet which the task was given long ago,an sec 1 Orientation proposal with yet anyone to follow up,planning for new posting for the NCOs with the coming back of the sec 4 after their N level result is out as well as planning for next year SOW not even starting yet.With so many stuff not settle yet but then there is not even a sign of urgency from any CIs to initial anything.Perhaps all of them are waiting for me to clear up all these shit again bah hiaz..Somehow got a feeling of washing my hands off from everything about the unit & really go take a good long break for myself but can I.Maybe can consider it after next year Campcraft Competition is over hahaz...

Anyway its counting down 15 days to Xiao Wei birthday,20 days to my birthday & 22 days to Ka Suet birthday.So friends of these people dun forgot about their birthday as its a torture for people who are born in december to wait for their birthday to come ya..bb

Waking Up At 4.45am To Send Kai Lu

2007-11-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

Think its time to blog again...

So what have I been doing recently??? Have went for a meeting with the NCOs but guess what??? Only 1 NCOs turn up lah OMG...I was really really very pissed off that day that I even swear I'm not going to let them off easily this time round(& I really meant it) hahaz..Next also went for the Campcraft Competition 2008 briefing & happens to met a with CIs that I know.The briefing actually ended quite early but because of the Q & A part that drags the time.Can you imagine someone who ask this question "Is it the more penalty twine we get,the more marks will be deducted".WTH lah!!! Isn't that common sense..Of cos its the more penalty twine you get the more marks you will get deducted lah..If not everyone will just take as if its for free like that rite haiz yo..As for the conflicts in my class,I'm glad that everything had turn up to be fine now.As long as everyone learns to give & take as well as to compromise each other everything would always turn up to be fine rite hahaz..By the way was feeling very happy as my grades have show much improvement le.At least I don't get so much Cs already hahaz..

Monday(26/11/07) din went to school again haha but at around 5pm went back to RP to meet up with my friend whom I haven seen her for like nearly 1 years plus le lah..After meeting up,went to causeway & have Sushi with Kai Lu,Vivian,Hui Wen,Xiu Ling & Zheng Ting.That was also my very first time eating Sushi & think does not really got used to it so in the end nvr eat alot lah(but I like the steam egg).Yesterday(28/11/07) woke up early in the morning at 4.45am.Must be wondering why do i wake up so early for??? Actually I'm going to sent Kai Lu to the airport thats why I woke up so early.After meeting up with Zheng Ting & Kai Lu at 6.30am,we took a cab to Changi airport T2 & reach there at around 7.30am.After bidding farewells with each other,we make our way back to RP for lesson & surprising reach there on time for lesson lah.Cos at first I thought I will only reach school at around 10plus so I told my friend to inform the faci that I will be late.Then when I enter the class they was also wondering why am I like here at this time hahaz..As for the rest of that day,was so tired that I could hardly listen to the lesson.

Improving Result

2007-11-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

Currently at home thinking of what to blog...lolz

Anyway just got back a couple of my UT result & some daily grades & I think I'm really starting to improve on my grades le hahaz..For computing UT(one of my worst module) I actually was able to get a B for it lah & as for science I got a B+(arrgh lack of 1 mark to get an A) & recently I have also got another A for computing daily grade hahaz..Though was quite happy about my grades but there is also some thing in school that causes me to be upset haiz..Whatever lah if that stupid facilitator like to give me D so much then give lor..& as for the recent As that I got for my computing daily grade,there is someone who talk behind my back but I just wanna say I got it because of my performance ,participation & the effort that I have put in.So instead of complaining to other people that I did nothing(when you are not even around when I discuss work with other team mates) & got an As while you think you did "alot" of work but got an B,why not use the time & reflect on your own why didn't the faci give you an A instead.Just dun understand the mindset of these people..As if only you but you can get an A while the others cannot meh..

Btw today(15/11/07) finally receive the call that my drill cane was ready for me to collect le hahaz..So so looking forward to my very own drill cane with my name engrave on it.Anyway this saturday(17/11/07) will also be meeting up with the NCOs regarding the Christmas Party.So hope everything could be done smoothly & ASAP cos there is still lots of stuff yet to be settle lah.Also dun know which CI will be coming down with me cos think they should be also busying with their own stuff bah haiz..Alright before I end my post here,just got a random question for everyone.

Question-"What if you are told that you only have 24hrs left before your life ends,what would you do in that next 24hrs???" Do put down your reply in the tagboard ya..bb

Wasted Malaysia Trip

2007-11-13T14:09:00.000+08:00

Alright I'm here to blog again...
Quite a number of things I wish to say but also dun know will anyone actually read it anot cos ya my blog like very long no one visit le.But anyway will still share what I want wish to say lah.
So here I goes...
Like what I have said in my previous post,I had spent a few days of my holiday training in another school NPCC unit.In these few day of training I would say though its kind of tough(though I'm not the ones who pitch tent or do drills..but still its tough & tiring) but however it was really worth it & was a wonderfuly experience as well.Cos not just that the cadet have learn from me but even I myself have also learn quite a couple of things from them too.Oh ya not to mention almost all their training was carry out at outdoor area lah.Imagine doing drills for 4plus hours under the hot sun for 3 days(chao-ta sia).But thats what we did lah hahaz..
And as for the remaining few days of my holiday I just simply rot at home lah.But sunday actually intended to go Malaysia with my dad,uncle & aunt de.I even woke up early in the morning & get myself prepare lah.But guess what happen??? On the way to the custom in my uncle car,I just found out that my passport expire for a few months le lah.So suay sia haiz..So in the end they drop me at Marsiling MRT station alone & from there I make my own way home lor.So unlucky for finding out my passport at so late.
As for now,currently school have just started again so studying lah.Hope things would be more smoothly from now on lah.Ok gtg for lesson le but remember to tag ok bb..

Brought My Own Drill Cane

2007-11-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

Just reach back home from the training not long ago & is very tired sia..Today(6/11/07) start the day by waking up & get myself ready to get out of my house by 8.45am.Then went straight to SQSS NPCC room to take my boots & peakcap cos tml(7/11/07) need to wear half-u to take the cadet for drills training at another NPCC unit lah.After that proceed to JE MRT & make my way to HTA.Upon reaching HTA bus stop,again I was early so end up waiting for about 10min like that for another WCI to come lah.Next we head for the shop in HTA & the both of us brought a drill cane with our name engrave on it which costes $40(drill cane $30 & engraving name $10)..Should be able to collect it lastest by next tuesday bah hahaz..Oh ya just realise that I have become broke cos my handphone bill just came & my dad also wish to borrow money from me somemore..WAH!!! Financial stress again haiz...Anyway shall stop here for today cos got to go polish my boots le sob sob..But still remember to tag ya bb...

Training With Another NPCC Unit

2007-11-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blog...

Hmm lets start with a good news which is I have finally gotten my first As for daily module hahaz..I know maybe to some of my friend its really very easy to get a As de lah but still I'm glad that I have finally got it & shall continue to thrive hard for many more As to come in future haha..

Next got to talk about what I'm doing or will be doing this week.Today(5/11/07) woke up early in the morning at around 6am cos today is going to another NPCC unit to help out.As for which NPCC unit sorry cannot tell cos the WCI dun wan some people to know.Anyway start the day by bathing & preparing stuff then make my way to the MRT station.Waited for quite a while cos I actually reach there like 10mins earlier.After everyone reach then we proceed to the school.At first feel abit weird cos the cadet & NCOs of that unit dun know that I will be coming so they was like staring at me as if I'm some alien or what lah.But after spending quite some time with them was feeling much better le.The first activity was on knots then follow by tent pitching.After that got 1.5hr lunch break before coming back for component training(which is also known as drills lah).Anyway the rest of the programme is Mass drills before packing up & go for debrief.Was quite impress with their drills & the speed they could absorb the things thye have learn cos its really far better than I have expected lah.In summary it was a long & tiring day for me after having training from 9am to 6pm but it was worth it cos I also learn a few thing for myself too.Will also be going back for 3 more days which is tml(6/11/07),this coming wednesday(7/11/07) & friday(9/11/07).Oh ya tml morning will also be going HTA to buy my own drill cane(must engrave my name haha) with the WCI.Think shall end it here today cos really very tired le bb..Remember to tag ya

Perserver

2007-11-01T10:30:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone...I'm back to post again

Yesterday(31/10/07) decided to skipped school cos really not in the mood to study as there is a couple of things happen in my studies which make me feel very moody.Part of the reason is also because of the grades that I have been getting.So yesterday stay at home & review all my past RJ & comments from the facilitator.Think I really need to buck up alot.Must really improve even if it is for the sake of doing it.Weird is that I can't even help myself le but these few days there is a few friend that talk to me about their school life or result which I'm suppose to counsel them & encourage them not to quit school or how to motive them to study harder for better result lolz...Nevertheless somehow I still help them in some ways & hope things work for them.

Tommorrow(2/11/07) will be having culture lesson.Feel so sianz..Rather go for LQ than the lesson lah.But for the sake of my grade,I must perservere & go for lesson.Ok lesson starting soon so shall end it here ya bb...

Leaving With Full Of Regrets

2007-10-30T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hiaz...Currently in school having VB lesson

I'm so so depress now cos VB is my weakest module.I tried to understand the lesson but its not working well cos I dun even have the basic foundation due to last semester din work hard so even if I wish to try its also unless.Just feeling so unless..Can't even help my team mates or contribute to the team & all I do is just to look at what they are doing & see how to do f*** sia..Have you ever tried seeing your team mate trying very hard to solve the problem but you yourself just sit by the side & cannot help anything at all.Its just a very unless feeling.Maybe I'm just sucks at VB.I came to school today despite I know its gonna be difficult but I just hope that I can learn something & contribute but now none happens.

I also know that I should not just leave half way cos its not really a very responsible thing to do & it might even affect the whole team performance but then haiz...Sorry Ben for not being able to contribute anything today.Hope you won't get angry about it.A thousand apologise to you..

Leaving with full of regrets now.....bb

My Internet Is Back

2007-10-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

WooHoo...

Finally my home internet is fixed le wahaha..Now can use internet as & when I want le.

Okok back to daily life...

Last friday(26/10/07) went to school like other normal day & have lesson till 4plus lah.Before I went to write my RJ,I went to the other empty table to charge my handphone.After spending quite some time writing my RJ & do evaluation,I decided to leave & so I proceed to pack my stuff plus make a trip to the toliet.Guess what??? I actually forgot to keep my phone lah..I only realise it when I was at Woodland MRT & I hurried back to school.But then it was too late as the lift is not functioning anymore & the stairs are lock.Fortunately,my classmate saw it before they leave & keep it for me le.Heng sia cos at that time I thought they won't notice it & leave the class plus I was charging it too.Imagine if your phone keep charging continous for 3-4days.I think the battery will blow up lah(okok I know its abit kua zhang).Though my phone is save but these greedy people want me to treat them soulgarden before they return it to me lolz..So no choice but to agree lah(at least its cheaper than buying a new phone rite haiz)...

Saturday(27/10/07) went back to SQSS to have a meeting with my OC first follow by the NCOs.Kind of very long nvr do NPCC stuff & the NCOs suddenly become like so shy when they saw all the CIs hahaz(weird sia lolz)..That day discuss quite a number of stuff & the NCOs too have been assign to do a couple of stuff lah.Oh ya this coming friday(2/11/07) is SQSS NPCC annual big event which is none other than LQ.Sad to say I won't be able to make it as there is school that day.But nonetheless I still wish the event will go on smoothly & hope SQSS NPCC team to win all the other school especially our tradition rival RVSS hahaz..

THE END

Disband or Not to Disband

2007-10-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

Updating....

Monday(22/10/07) went to school as normal to have lesson(Basic Science).Everything was the same & I did my own slide too.My team was the second to go so after the first group presented then its our turn.At this very moment suddenly my heart beat very fast sia.I dun know why or how it happen but I just suddenly become very nervous.Although I did my own slide & I really understand everything,but when it come to my slide I was so nervous & was stuttering.I tried to stay claim but I can't.Think I sure get a C again haiz...For the next 2 days was not feeling very well so nvr come school which also means I missed 1 UT lah sob sob..

Today(25/10/07) went to school but was late for UT.In the end din manage to finish lah.And guess what??? I studied for the UT yesterday but today then I found out that I have studied for the wrong topic lah lolz...Heng its Entreprise which is 1 of the topic I like & understand so should not be too bad lah..Can't wait for Monday(29/10/07) to come cos my uncle is coming to set up wireless modem hahaz..This means I can go online at home le lah.

Oh ya got this thing that I wish to say it out very long ago already.Still remember after the POC of J07 CIBTC most of the RP CIs still come down for breakfast or lunch together during our break in school.At the peak there is up to 8 CIs coming down & eat together but then now its almost left to 1 or 2 at the most.We even said to set every Monday & Friday to eat lunch together but then how many of them actually still remember that.I dun mind if they are busy for their work & cannot come down but its like for so many weeks already that they say cannot come down le & some dun even wan to reply.Jennifer even say can disband le which seems to be quite true lah.Kinda tired of calling them down le.Haiz tml is a friday again so lets see hows things goes lah..bb

Waivering(To go to school or not to go)

2007-10-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

Its blogging time!!!!

Hmm..Let me recount what I have done during last week.Friday(19/10/07) went to school as usual & did those same old things again till lesson ended at around 4.20pm.Since the meeting for all the CIs starts at 7pm in JE so decided to go for the SPF talk to spend my time there which start at 4.45pm.After the talk which is about 5.30pm,surprisingly met jenniffer & her friends who also attend the same talk as me.And since still got some time left before the meeting then accompany her with her friend to causeway point KFC for dinner lah.Though the dinner was a short one but nonetheless it was quite an enjoyable one.After that dinner,I parted with her & make my way to JE.Reach there at about 7pm & went to Mac for the meeting cum dinner.It has been about 3 weeks ever since we last seen each other le so other than discussing NPCC stuff we also joke about lah.Was funny to hear Ka Suet lecturer bad habit in school.Oh ya guess what we actully ended the meeting & left Mac at 11.45pm lah hahaz..Guess its because we haven meet each other for a long time le ba hehe...Sat(20/10/07) did not went out so do nothing but to same at home lah.

Sunday(21/10/07) went to IMM in the afternoon with my sis & dad.Upon reaching saw my sec sch tutor with his wife so chat abit then left.After that went to Singtel shop & ask about SingNet broadband service before we proceed to shop around looking for new HP.After that went back home & I brought lunch for my dad & myself.

Today(22/10/07) wake up late as usual went to bath & eat breakfast.Not feeling very well also but still decide to come to school cos promise Jenniffer cannot skip school anymore till the 1 week holiday in november.But nowadays whenever I woke up in the morning I always found myself waivering to go to school or not to go.Its like there is an angle telling you the important of studies & skipping school is not good & an devil tempting me not to go to school & go back to enjoy my sleep.Haiz its easy to tell which is the wise choice but in reality who can also resist the tempation from the devil right from the start to the end.Can anyone tell me what I should do???

The End

My Life(2)

2007-10-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

Back to update about my life...

Last saturday(13/10/07) went out for squad outing at Plaza Singapura.Sadly to say only 7 people turn up but can't blame lah cos its Hari Raya wah hahaz..After everyone reaches(I'm not the last to reach ar),we went to have dinner at Pizza Hut.So at there of cos we chat & joke around lah like what we usually will do.Btw they bluff me sia.Say what 1 of my squadmate become chio bu le then ask me to faster come & see.In the end disappointed sia(Oops) hahaz..So morale of the story is dun ever trust them again.After that actually intended to go watch movie but then in the end nvr watch lah due to some reaons.After that we just walk about at Plaza Singapura before we go on our own ways lah.Overall the gathering was consider "OK" bah.Hope the next gathering would be a better one ya..Hahaz

Back to school life.Its really getting from bad to worst sia.Have actually skipped quite a few days of classes le.Its not like I wanna skipped purposely or what lah.But then I find nothing to motive me to go to school everyday now.Its like going to school for the sake of going & I really hate that kind of feeling.Plus looking at my grades makes me feel even more depress.Its C,C,Cs & more Cs.At the most also 1 B per week or even none at all.Haiz...I really dun know what I should do now.Just hope that my UT result will be better bah.

Looking back to NPCC life.It has been around 3 weeks that the parade has stand own le.Kind of miss those CIs(including sebas & xiao ying) in my unit.Wondering what are they doing & are they doing fine??? Hope none of them are like me hahaz..Sometime really miss being a cadet.Cos being a cadet all you need to do is just to follow instruction & wait for things to happen.Being a NCO is also not that bad lah.Only got more things need to do compare to a cadet & must know how to lead thats all.But now being a CI its different.Everyone in the unit is looking upon you.Its like you are a god that must know everything.Worst is being a Training Executive.I think I must be the worst Training Executive in SQSS NPCC that they ever had.Cos after taking that post for a few months le dun think I have done a good job.Things are still the same in the unit.Attendance low,NCOs skill & knowledge still not enough etc etc....Feel kinda depress sia.I also notice nowadays I get angry easily sia.Maybe its because I expect things to done faster & better & when the NCOs did not do it then I get frustrated.Must try to check my temper more often now.Anyway tml gonna meet up with those CIs hahaz...So happy & looking forward to it sia hahaz..

Thats all for today tata...(Remember to tag ar)

Class photo taking

2007-10-12T10:47:00.000+08:00

Today is the first time in semester 2 I'm actually on time for lesson sia.Reach class before 9am hahaz so proud of myself(ya I know I should not be but who cares lolz..).Oh ya yesterday we also took a class photo of W34B & shall share it with you all ya.. OMG!!! My face is being covered Arggh...

Pretty girls & handsome guys rite!!!

This guy must have offended the whole class to deserve this hahaz...

Guys what are you trying to do??? Haha...

Thats all & bb...but pls remember to tag if you guys happen to pass-by my blog k..

A Hole In My Pocket

2007-10-11T10:42:00.000+08:00

Currently in school but blogging hahaz...

Today(11/10/07) I was almost late for UT which starts at 9am sharp.Cos 8.30am I am still at home sia so end up decided to take a cab to school which cost me $16.00 lah.OMG!!! I just burn a hole in my pocket sob sob..But can't blame anyone but myself for being late lah.As for today UT,is on cognitive & it is do-able lah hahaz..At least I won't waste my taxi fare for nothing rite hehe..Oh ya this saturday(13/10/07) got squad outing & I am so looking forward to it hahaz..Very long time nvr see them le..Wonder how are they doing also..

Btw think I also kind of dislike one of my classmate le.She hor I cannot tahan her de leh.Worst than being nag by my mum lah & somemore keep ordering me about lah as if she is my boss like that lah.Always think she very great like that but in fact she is not that great at all lor.Arggh!!! Hope I won't be with her again when we change group again..

Throw The Boulder Away...

2007-10-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

This few days have been feeling kind of tired cos have not been sleeping enough.Why not enough sleep lei??? Cos there was a few days which I stay up till 1.30am to coach my sis for her upcoming end of year exam & there is also a few days which I stay up just to watch some movie lah hahaz..Think sooner or later sure got a very deep panda eyes will appear.Yesterday(9/10/07) was damn damn tired so din went school again(I know I shouldn't pon school but really very tired lah).So lets not talk about yesterday what I did at home ya.Previously I was also kind of moody cos was quite confuse with myself with some NPCC stuff.I was always thinking,is it me that set a very high standard for the NCOs,have I actually guided them properly or is it just the because the NCOs are just not putting enough effort.Have been thinking & thinking,reflecting & reflecting about it & finally I found myself the answer(sorry but won't be sharing the answer) hahaz..Currently feeling alot much better cos by finding the answer have actually help to throw the boulder hidden inside my feelings yea!!!

Oh ya also wish to share this code that I created it by myself to everyone-(A leader who fails to understand his followers needs will fail to lead his followers to success.) Think that is all for today le bb..But remember to stay tune for more updates in future ya... :)

More About Myself

2007-10-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...Lets talk something more about myself in this post.

1st-I like to take photo whenever I hang out with friends or go for any events because whenever I look at it I would remind me of all the happy memories I share with my friends before.But then there is something that many people dun know which is I won't look good in any picture I take.Why lei??? Cos I tends to get very tense up when I face the camera.I will like turn into a wooden block who dun smile or very mian qiang de smile.Dun ask me why I like that de cos I also dun know lah..Hahaz

2nd-I'm a person that I believe some of my friends will find me very difficult to communicate to.To some friends I'm able to talk to them just like normally how friends chat.But then to some friends I really dun know what to say to them & thus I will be very quiet.So sometime some friends will describle me as a quiet guy & thats the reason.

3rd-I might look to be very thick skin at time but actually I a person who actually get very shy easily.I know I dun know like one lah but truthfully I really is one.

4th-When I dun get enough sleep,I will be like blur blur de,cannot concentrate well in studies & become quiet cos no mood to talk.

5th-I'm also a person who really get Emo very easily especially when I watch sad movies or listen to Emotional songs.I believe many people would have notice this already.

6th-I got this weird habit that I dun wear shirt with labels behind cos I find it very uncomfortable.So to do away this uncomfortable I normally cut the label away but then sometime if I'm not carefully enough I will cut the shirt & a hole will appear.

Think that should be all for today bah..bb

Boring RP Life

2007-09-25T13:23:00.000+08:00

Last saturday(22/9/07) went to TAKA to see some friends as well as to buy mooncake too but then the mooncake that I wanna buy sold out le so end up din buy any lah.So stay there chat about with friends & joke around till they close shop at 10pm I think hahaz...Then when we chat until relationship,my friend told me that there was this couple who broke up because the lady dun wan to have baby in future then the guy was like damn sad hahaz...So funny sia..Broke up just because of this reason which sounds really stupid lah.Then sunday din went out so nothing much to write about lah..

Back to school life...Life in RP is really getting more & more lifeless as well as boring.Everyday is like doing the same old things lah.1st meeting,break 1,2nd meeting,break 2,come back for presentation in 3rd meeting & after that then 6thP.Haiz sometime when I woke up in the morning my mood just went down straight to the ground cos I know for the rest of the day I will be doing the same old things again.There are times that I'm thinking of quitting school but what am I going to do after that.Work,slag or rot??? Dun think that is something I wish for so everyday just force myself to school lor.Haiz also dun know what to do about it just hope time passes faster abit lah.Anyway there are also friends in RP that make me look forward to so think still not that bad bah hahaz...Thats all for now bb

Work,Love & Studies Life

2007-09-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

These few days have been thinking to blog but then also dun know what to write leh so drag till now then post lah.Last sunday(16/9/07) was my last day of work at TAKA & got to admit that I do miss some of the people there especially a particular girl.The first day that she appear I got to say its love at first sight le cos the moment I saw her,my heart tends to beat even faster.Although I have saw her for like 4-5 days only but I really do enjoy the time we spent working together as well as playing & chatting around.Maybe some of you might ask why dun I chase after her & I got 2 answer for you.Firstly I think she is really a very good girl(pretty,cheerful....etc) which I believe many guys will like her including me lah.But then just dun think I'm suitable for her so din chase after her lah.Secondly happen to found out that she had a boyfried already & their relationship had lasted for 2years plus close to the third year le.One of the things I put under what I hate is 3rd party so although I like her alot but I will nvr go be a 3rd party that break other relationship up & thats mine principle hahaz...(Hope she doesn't see this post ya haha)

Back to school stuff.

School has just reopen which means holiday is over haiz...Now have new class which means have to make new friends again lah but sad to say I abit anti-social now(I also dun know why) & worst is that at the first day both my friend & I already got people & things we dun like about in this new class le.Haiz like or dun like we also got no choice but to work with them if not we will only see an fail in our result so complain so much also no use lah.Just hope everything will go on smoothly for this semester & get a better grade ya.Thats all for today tata.....

Tiring Holiday

2007-09-10T20:33:00.000+08:00

Time to update again...

Recently haven been updating blog cos really very tired to update.Last saturday(8/9/07) went to NTSS NPCC for their Area 16 Games Day.Though it might not be perfect but take on the account that it was their sec 2 who plan the whole thing it was consider not bad le lah.I do enjoy at some part of the games & concert too except for the part when I was sabo by my own squadmate to sing a love song with jess(WCI).I was like so pai seh lah cos her ex-bf who is also one of my close friends was there too.Plus I really dun know how to sing lor then end up standing at the stage pretence got sing abit.But thats not the end.The MC go ask the cadet whether they like or not & they say they dun like lolz..So end up we sabo a few more CIs & do a banana dance together before we are allow to go off lah hahaz..As for these recent days have being working & let me tell you its damn bloody tiring lah.Everyday have to stand for at least 10hrs lah cos promoters are not allow to sit lolz.The moment I reach home my leg was like so wobby that I could hardly stand up anymore.And by the time I bath finish it was like 11plus le so got to go sleep.Just lie down only & fall asleep almost immediately lah.Thats how tiring I am haha.Think shall stop here today cos still very tired even though today can go home earlier bye bye...

My Life

2007-09-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

Guess its time to blog again...
Last friday(31/8/07) went back to SQSS to visit some teachers together with some friends.Sad to say only a handful of 5B people come & was quite disappointed cos it was also meant to be a class gathering but end up only a few people turn up.Before we went to look for our teachers,we went to have breakfast at the school canteen & I kind of missed the food there lah haha.After that we went to look for some teachers & chat for quite a while.Haiz kind of miss those secondary school days sia where we have fun,study together & getting scolded for doing all those stupid things hahaz..After that we went to IMM to walk about before we went home at 1plus.
Erm on saturday(1/9/07) din went out so stay at home to watch tv,play games & rot lah haha.Btw my dad also brought me a Creative MP3.Hahaz was so happy as its was quite a long time ever since my dad brought something for me le.
On sunday(2/9/07) went out with my sis to Queensway shopping center to shop for some items.She was looking for shorts & I'm looking for a new pair of shoe.She brought her shorts quite fast while I was quite picky in choosing what shoe to buy so end up spending quite some time to choose lah.Went in & out for dun know how many times & how many shops & was very tiring sia.Finally decided to buy a pair of NIKE shoe.Din know shopping could also be so tiring de sia hahaz...
As for today(3/9/07) decided not to go out so stay at home lah.Did nothing much & all I can do is going online & playing games.Think for the next 2 days will also be doing the same thing till thursday(6/9/07) as from then on I will have to start working le.Guess that is all for now ba tata...

Hidden Feelings

2007-08-29T10:36:00.000+08:00

After thinking for quite some time,I have finally decided to write out things that I have hide it away from everyone.All these while maybe some of you might have seen me feeling very happy,cheerful or what but in actual fact I have nvr been feeling that way before & was just acting to be one.Those smile that appear on my face were fake because I dun wish people to come & ask me why am I feeling so EMO.And after so much of self-reflecting I realise I'm just a useless & weak person in this world.

As a friend,I think I'm not a person that anyone will find me when they need help cos sometime I can't even help myself let alone helping people.There are also time when I see my friends upset because they have broke up in their relationship & I wish I could do something to cheer them up but I can't cos I myself is a complete failure in relationship.Guess I'm just a useless friend.

In a relationship,I'm really sucks at it.I love her very much but yet I dun know how to express it out.I know she meant alot to me but then I did not treasure her & so I end up losing her.I'm just such a stupid idiot guy who dun know anything about love.Its about 2 months since this relationship had ended & I might seems to have recover to some of you but then deep in my heart I know its far from recovering.Cos I still miss her very much but I know I shouldn't be.I have also kept the ring in my wallet not because I was still hoping her to return to my side but because I just wanna kept those wonderfully memories with me.

As a CI,my goal is for unit to become a gold unit again.That is also the reason why I went for CIBTC but then maybe I'm just too naive to think that I can do it.I'm just a weak CI.A CI that has no talent & ability.Maybe in the first place I should not even have go for CIBTC cos I'm not even fit to be a CI.I just feel so unless.Seeing my unit in a terrible shape but yet I can do nothing much to help.

In my family,as the eldest son I think I'm also a failure.My parents have high hope for me but then all I have done is to disappoint them.My studies haven been doing very well all these years.Though they think my result was alright but I think it sucks.Sometime I really wonder what have I succeed in my life.Maybe there is one which is wasting the resources of the world.

Laptop Spoil

2007-08-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

Back to update again lolz...
So many days nvr update le now also dun know where to start with hahaz..Actually got alot of things I wish to say but then there are things that I dun know should I write it in the blog or not & also really not in the mood to share everything with everyone lah.Back to the topic tuesday(21/8/07) went down to ACER for servicing cos laptop spoil le.Then they say must reformat & cannot backup my file ARGGH!!!!! So end up losing everything in my laptop lah..Then after repairing le still cannot use cos still must go RP to configure then can use lolz..I think I shall stop here for today cos really got no mood to continue le..

Unexpected Kindness

2007-08-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

Back to update...

Lastly Friday (17/8/07) was an rainy day & I woke up late for school also.It was raining cats & dogs so decided to take a bus to JE Interchange rather than walking there like usually what I will do lah.After that went to take MRT to Woodlands & reach there at about 9.10am like that hahaz..Actually lesson starts at 9am but then since late already & was still raining very heavily too so decided to walk slowly to school lah.There was shelter all the way from MRT to school except for 1 part which is the traffic light near the MRT lolz..After reaching the traffic light,I waited for a while cos firstly was raining heavily & secondly wait to see whether got cars coming anot.Then suddenly a lady came to approach me & ask if I want to share umbrella with her to cross the traffic light.Hahaz was feeling very happy lah(not because its a lady that approach me or cos she is pretty or what ah) cos normally no one will care whether you will get wet or not & just walked away.Plus its really a great feeling to received such kindness or help when you need it & I really appreciate that very much as it rarely come often in real life when you are in need for help.After that continue to walk to school & reach class at about 9.40am(which was consider very late lah) hahaz..Then the lesson went on as usual till 3pm like that then left early for NPCC.Attendance for that day was 40 for the all levels(which is consider very low already).Everything was consider ok bah as they are having fun that day except for the PTI lolz..Maybe they nvr go prepare or do their homework & so was quite unsure of what they need to do lah.But since its their first time taking weekly programme so still can forgive them lah.As every programme they take,is an learning experience.So hope all NCOs will learn from these experience & improve on their skills.After debrief ended,went dinner with William at IMM LJS.Din really chat about unit stuff but instead more on our poly life lah hahaz.Before going home we also went to toh guan basketball court & sit for awhile.For me I reach home at 9pm like that & was just in time to catch the 9pm show lah hahaz..That is all for now but continue to stay tune for more updates ya..

Hate Slipper Stepper

2007-08-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out to have dinner with xiao wei,vivian,hui wen,xiao qian & zheng ting at JP foodcourt.As usual we will chit chat abit & joke about lolz..After dinner we went to the basement cos they wanna drink bubble tea then proceed to walk to bus interchange to take bus back home.Reach home at around 8.20pm & was really very tired le.After bathing went to pack some stuff & steal abit of my sis food before going to sleep hahaz..Although sleep for like 9 hours but like not enough leh cos still feel abit tired yawn..Today woke up at 7 plus go bath & eat breakfast then go school.I will also not wear slipper to school again.So angry lah..Everytime wear slipper go school sure got some people who walk without looking & step at my slipper.Hate it man!!! Why can't these people walk with their eyes open especially when the train comes.If you miss it then wait for the next train lah.Whats wrong with them man.Need to chiong like wild boor meh lolz..Plus its not just once that I kana step today but twice lah arrgh.I think must wear slipper/shoe with spike all around it then no one dare to step hahaz..Tml got UT for dun know how many times le but think its the last ba.Its on computing which is my worst module lah lolz..Got study or no study also no much different so just dun bother lah.Just hope dun have question that need us to write out codes de can liao hahaz..

What A Day

2007-08-14T11:09:00.000+08:00

Today was feeling very tiring cos yesterday night couldn't fall asleep until dun know what time.Also dun know why cannot fall asleep plus woke up slightly late then went to school.Reach school at 9.10am like that & was late for UT so since late already then decided not to take.Anyway also nvr study much so just dun take the test lor.Now just feel tired & abit unwell cos also dun know why stomach just feel abit pain(not because wanna shit).Just dun feel like doing work & wish to rest for awhile first but of cos is cannot de lah cos work not even done yet haiz..Later after school will be going to JP to have dinner with some secondary school classmates so as for what will happen will update u guys the next time ya hahaz..

Unfortunate Event

2007-08-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hey still remember the other post that I wrote about I went to my friends house stay overnight.These are the 12 bottle of liquor we brought & drank that day hahaz..These few days dun know why like abit suay sia.On the 8th Aug after the parade finish,I went back home instead of going to school.In the afternoon I decided to bath & I place my dirty pants on the floor.After bathing I was on the way to the kitchen & I accidentally step onto the pants that cause me almost to fall lah(so scary).Then yesterday night went to buy dinner for my family.After buying,I pass the food to my dad & I forgot there is a packet of coffee in between & drop it sianz..So instead of having dinner end up have to clean & mop the floor lor haiz..Today there was also lesson to attend & in the middle I feel like leaving already but because my friends ask me dun leave & I dun wan to put aeroplane to my team mate & so decide not to leave but then half an hour later my whole team decide to go lolz..Now also abit sad cos my 2 lover friends just broke up recently & now both of them like very EMO too.Haiz as their friends of cos I dun wish to see this happen lah.So just hope both of them will get back to normal soon & have lunch with me if not no one to eat lunch with me very ke lian sob sob haha just joking lah..Sometime I really hate the thing called "LOVE".When you are together its always so sweet.But when things starts to change,it always bring along unimaginable & unbearable pain to the people affected.Maybe I should also stay away from it for the moment too hahaz(as if got ppl want me like that) lolz ..

NDP 2007

2007-08-08T16:48:00.000+08:00

Hey I'm back to blog again...

Today actually wish to wake up at a much earlier time so that have time for breakfast before going to SQSS for NDP but in the end still overslept lah hahaz..Dun know is the alarm never ring or what but luckily did not overslept till too late & was also just in time to morning call the other CIs (HENG AH) hahaz..By the time I reach school was around 6.30am++ le but the cadets also not ready yet so late abit still can lah hor (OMG I think I'm finding more & more excuses) hehe..Next proceed to give out rank to the NCOs for passing their promotion test then follow by getting the cadets ready for the parade.The GOH was doing fine today but the supporting contigent really dun know how to describe them lah.Cos there are people who come for many training & there are also people whom did not even come for a single training so end up abit messy here & there lah.Oh ya while preparing the cadets for the parade I think I shout at them too much le ba then the other 2 CIs come & tell me dun scold at them already if not morale will get very low & so I follow what they said lah.Guess what happen a few minus later!!! 1 of the CIs that tell me not to scold at them anymore went to shout at them lah haha..So funny lah & was feeling abit dots too.Call me dun shout but end up you are the one that scold at them lolz..Anyway the parade was alright lah so nothing much to say about it(actually is I too lazy to continue writing le haha).

As for about myself presently not doing anything much so just slacking ba.Nothing much about me have change so nothing to tell you guys also lah hahaz.Anyway maybe will not update too often le ba cos partly is lazy lah & also nothing much special that had happen for me to write about but just continue to stay tune for more updates k...bb

First time staying over night at friend house

2007-08-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

Tuesday(31th july) after school my friend & I went to LK house to stay over night cos the following day got no school mah hahaz..Anyway that was also my first time staying over night at my friend house hehe & before we go to his house we went NTUC to buy some snack(eventually nvr finish),Pizza Hut to buy pizza & 7-11 to buy 12 bottle of liquor which cost $68 lah lolz..Just like that only & we spent $130++ lah(nvr mind lah once in a while still can lah hor) hahaz..Next we went to his house which I was very surprise lah cos before I move to Toh Guan I also stay in that area for 8 years too.That place reminds me of my childhood memories & I really miss the times I have spent there before sia(sob sob).OK back to his house,by the time we reach it was 10pm++ already lah & everyone was like so hungry especially me hahaz..After eating we take turn to bath & chit chat for awhile before we play majong.Hahaz of cos I dun know how to play lah but then they taught me & now know how to play abit le yea..And if you believe that beginner normally will have very good luck for the first time they play,then I tell its fake lah.The whole night I win only once lah lolz..As we play we also took out the liquor & drink.As usual after the first bottle my face starts to turn red le hahaz.I think among the 4 of us I'm the worst in drinking lah lolz..We end up playing till 4.30am cos one of my friend who drink alot start to talk nonsense liao hahaz..For me I only manage to drink 2 bottles instead of 3 cos the last bottle is extra strong alcohol taste de that I really cannot take it(not because I drunk le hor hahaz).Then that friend who is abit drunk le still go & drink that bottle lah lolz..After all these activity I got really tired & go to sleep till 10am++ before we go for breakfast.

I left his house at 12pm cos ya got NDP rehearsal that day so go to help out & reach there at around 3pm.Haiz that day super tired lah cos only sleep for like 5hrs then worst I was the only CI there some more.Got to train the GOH & supporting contingent by myself then still need to help take the parade so busy lah.Lucky got some Ex-NCO there to help out too if not really die sia.Anyway glad to see that their drills improve quite alot but of cos still got room for improvement lah especially the supporting contingent.Thats all for today but just continue to stay tune for more updates ya..hahaz

Long Day

2007-07-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went back to my unit to take promotion test(practical) for my cadets & for NDP training too from 8am to around 2pm.The promotion test make me loss so much blood lah cos all vomit out le.Some of their uniform really cannot make it lah & yet they still have the cheek to come & take the test lah.Then later come 1 funny cadet who knows how to shout out the command but yet dun know the meaning.She first try kana then no one turn & go on to try kiri,ke-belakang until ke-hadapan then got it right.Hahaz so funny lah to see her any how shout command that she dun even know.

Anyway after everything is done,the 4 CIs including me went to have lunch at IMM.After eating 1 of the CI want to go orchard to meet up with her squadmate(our senior also) & ask if we wish to follow anot and guess what happen??? We actually spend quite some time to just decide on whether want to go anot lah.Hahaz though it sounds abit stupid to spend so much time just to decide want to go anot but the process is so fun lah.And so we come to a conclusion that we go orchard for a while to see her squadmate.After that we went Marina Bay cos we wish to see the national day performance & fireworks but after reaching there then we found out that we should go to City Hall instead.So we proceed to City Hall & there was many people there also lah.The fireworks & some performance was damn nice sia!!! Hope to see it again lah hahaz(Hinting)..

Next we went to Marina Square to look for another CI who did not join us cos he got work.We stay & chat for a while before going for dinner at Carl's JR(the big & expensive burgar) hahaz..Btw I was so quiet at Marina Square not because I got scared by the sound of the fireworks hor is because I was very tired le k..Hahaz anyway we waited for that guy to off work & chat for a while before we left at 11pm.By the time I reach home it was 12plus already & was really very tired that after bathing I went straight to bed hahaz.Alright thats all for today but stay tune as I will blog more often now on yea yea...

Fuck Up

2007-07-26T15:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday after school went back to my unit to pass some intruction to my training department.After reaching the school for around 20mins or so,the cadets & NCOs finally finish their NDP rehearsal.But then nobody greeted me even though they saw me..Fuck sia do I look like transparent.That is the first thing that make my blood boil.After that my OC was giving them intruction for this coming saturday promotion test but yet only a few was really listening & were standing on 1 leg even when they are falling in WTF!!! Can't imagine this is really my unit.After that of cos they kana screw by me lah.Next went back to NPCC room & the cadets were taking their belongings.They were making a lot of noise just to take their own bags lah.Shit these cadet lah.Sometime I really wonder they got brains anot.Take bags need to use mouth de meh.The only 1 good thing that happen on the day was that the NCOs are now more responsive during the debrief which I'm quite happy about it.But then during debrief I found out that Mr Tan(school DM) actually use the mircophone & tell my unit GOH that they should really buck up their drills in front of all UGs in the parade square WTH!!! Thinking of all these things makes me even angrier.
As for today its not any better.The topic for science today was like totally alien to me.The worksheet I dun even know how to do lah let alone the power point.Today my friend also ask for lunch together with some other friends but then dun know why he call me tell them the time & location to meet lah.And also dun know why these people must still see first or consider.Just use your mouth & eat still must see first or consider for what!!! If you need to do power point then eat finish le faster go back & do lah.Not like we will stop you from doing that or what.What is so difficult about it.Then later I proceed to tell them the time & place to meet & guess what??? Not only no one answer but everyone just get out of the conversation without saying a single word.Not even 'ok' or 'good bye'.Do you know how that feels like when you are waiting for an answer but yet everyone just go off.Dun they have just the basic manner to reply.Plus this is not the first time that such things had happen before already lor.I really hate this man.Just asking to have lunch together also so difficult.Then worst when its lunch time the friend that he ask for lunch tell me he is going for a talk instead of going for lunch anymore.Fuck lah whats wrong with all these people.