Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Aiyo seriously this is one of the most boring holiday I ever had.With everyone busy with their stuff or working,its left with myself staring at my laptop & handphone almost everyday.Finding Temperory Jobs was also met with limited success with either ending up with a lousy job,pay not that good,job that cannot fit in my preferred schedule or for some other reason here & there.
Haiz was feeling disappointed & useless for quite sometime until I realise that this cannot be continue.Afterall I still had the support & understanding of my parents regardless of what the result might be.And I promise to chiong looking for jobs after I return from Genting Trip which is next week.
Shall just look forward to some events that will be coming in the next 2 weeks or so for now.Hee :)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
My first entry since the last day of lesson in RP had ended.
Had been almost 2 weeks since holiday started but it felt different from the rest of the holiday I used to have in the past.Perhaps it partially got to do with the CNY straight after the holiday started but somehow in this nearly 2 weeks nearly everything seems to have taken a toll to Jonathan life.He is tired of having so many drastic change in his emotion.It could be fun & joy on one day,sad & disappointment in another event but yet feeling worried & aimlessly for his future on the other hand.If only he knew of no expectation then perhaps there won't even be a single thing to be worried or disappointed about.
If Jonathan were to be granted a single wish now he would:Like to throw everything aside & take a walk on the breezy beach with rolling seawaves during the sunset.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Somehow a sudden sense of fear strike me in my dreams that woke me up this morning.I'm not sure if it got to do with the recent Taiwan Drama 海派甜心 that I had been watching but its the same as shown in that drama,the fear of losing everyone that I'm close with really frighten me.Its the feeling of loneliness that gave you a sense of helpless in the tiny dark world of one.I guess this always happen whenever a current chapter of my life is closing soon & opening of an unknown new chapter.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
As requested by some,the following are my wish list (in descending order) for this year birthday:
What I would HIGHLY wish to receive:
What I do not mind receiving:
What I would be needing in near future:
What I DO NOT want to receive:
*Denotes BEWARE of the $$$ :x
Below are some photo for the Blazer & Watch to give you an rough idea:
Casual Blazer
(Can also be use for formal event)
Men's Calvin Klein Bold
Square Watch (K3041120)
Let me emphasize again,above picture are just an rough idea on what I'm looking for.Pls DO NOT go & buy the exact same item especially for the watch. *(Not very cheap ar I tell you all)
Last but not least a small request from Jon about the celebration be it on the 22nd or 23rd:
-Would like to have something special other than the typical dinner & movies.
*Wink (Sight-Seeing would not be a bad idea too)
-An element of surprise would be greatly appreciated too hee. :)
*(I dun mean by throwing me into the Singapore River ar Mei Ting & Choon Leng)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Its finally holiday & an end to most of the hectic stuff I had been busying with for the past few weeks.But I know its all worth the effort after seeing all the outcome for Elaine 21st Birthday celebration (Especially the Gold Class Experience) & FYP Presentation with the team outing after the day too.
For now there will be NO more school to attend,UT to take,CE to clear,FYP to stress about or any form of celebration to plan for so its time for Rest & Relaxation for Jonathan haa.As for plans for this holiday,hmm currently dun really have alot of dates but looking forward to some such as clay pot rice dinner,attending friends promotion ceremony & my very birthday celebration (inclusive of pubbing & perhaps some other unknown plans) haa..
Photos of the day...
Elaine 21st Birthday Celebration
Our DIY Master Piece haa...
Presents
The watch that eats deep into my pocket haa...
VIVO Gold Class Experience :)
The Trio at
The King Louis Bar & Grill
HOHO look at the size of that knight...
Soup of the day
Starter
Presenting:
The Meat Platter
FYP Aftermath Outing
Tan Zi Hui What are u doing???
Now I know what you all
are doing in the toilet for so long
My Dearest Team Mate...
Say Cheese!!!
The Victory sign???
Alvin & The Chipmunks
with our FYP Poster??? :p
Look how cute can these 3 be lolx..
Not forgetting me of cos...
That is all for this post folks...Stay updated yea lolz
Counting down 7 days of "Teen"age life left
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Seriously I really dun know whats wrong with me today..Nothing seems to go right & everything seems to become worst.It started when I was in lab this morning which I can't seems to find the substrate I was looking for.For god sake I seriously think I blind today.It was right in front of me & I can't see it.And because of that I actually offended my team mate when I started to yell at her for the substrate.Thats the first thing to be guilty of for the day.Really very sorry Angela for making you run a wasted trip too.
When I tot that was worst enough but its not.Seriously I feel like an complete idiot today.I actually doubt,accuse & threaten a team mate & a very close friend of mine.What the hell was I thinking to even not believe in someone that close to me & to threaten someone who is already not feeling well.I totally feel like a bastard or a beast to have even done that which hurt someone deeply whom I treasure this friendship alot with.I guess I'm even too ashame to face her now.
And when I tot everything bad should be gone by now but it isn't.Even sitting in front of a desktop I can also get into a fight with my dad.
Seriously whats more!!! Haven I get enough for a day.I'm already feeling damn guilty for all the stupid thing I had done & I know I deserve it.If only a word of sorry could help I dun mind saying it a thousand times.If only there is a time traveller machine I will go back & not come for school today.
To hang out with groups of friends
Receiving Presents
Eat lots of nice food
Praises
More freedom
Sunrise & Sunset
Scrolling on the beach
People with bad attitude
Too much pressure & stress
Isolation
BackStabber
Third party
Anti-social people
Gays
People who make use of me
Being betray
Stingy people
To be a very rich guy
To travel round the world
Faster graduate from RP
For a special person in my world
Have more knowledge
To be someone outstanding
Be perfect
Have lots of good friends
SQSS NPCC to become a gold unit one day
No more exams & test
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Adobe Photoshop Elements
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